Closer

Pencilin' on a pad
在紙上寫下東西
I been on my thoughts, like crazy, I need you back
我想我瘋了，需要你回來
Prayers to the most high when I'm most high
當我在最高處時向上帝祈禱
**** a good day, I'm happier when I'm sad
沒有一天是美好的，難過的時候卻會更開心
I been on the road and speakin' to no one else
我一直在路上不去跟誰打交道
The money come in low, I'm dealin' with what I'm dealt
錢包癟了我就用我的方式去掙
This is for my unborn child, needed my help
為了我未出生的孩子，他們需要我的幫助
I'm lookin ' for the type of the freedom that I ain't felt
我在尋找一種我從來沒有體驗過的自由
It's only gone to waste if you buyin' a Gucci belt
當你買Gucci皮帶只會很浪費
But we Gucci when we excel and that Gucci is not for sale
但當我們變得棒時我們就會有價值，遠比Gucci更有價值
Damn, don' t you leave me when I rebel
難受，當我反叛時你會離開我吧
My baby says she loves me, but she needs me to be myself
我的孩子說她愛我，她需要我做好我自己
Room full of vultures, cool, I'm coastin'
即使那麼多人想拖我後腿，我依舊遙遙領先
You be boastin', chain on flex, but you be chokin'
你儘管秀你的“項鍊”，但卻沒意識到你被自己扼住咽喉
Ain't no jokin', I been floatin'
不開玩笑，我就在你之上
Off that green I'm smokin', they don't want this
離開大麻，他們似乎不想這樣
Smoke when I step up, east side resident
當我上樓抽時
Drink club president, made it out the ends and I'm the evidence
酒精讓一切都結束，我就是證據
Still gotta check on my mama, make sure she good
聯繫我的媽媽確保她很好
She loves it when I come back for Christmas and eat the food
她很喜歡當我在聖誕回來我們一起進餐
There's nothin' like a blessing that's precious to what you do
沒有什麼事比你的祝福更加珍貴
I'm learnin' to be honest with people that needed truth
我在變得真誠向那些需要得到真理的人
I 'm keepin' it one hundred, I'm hopin' youkeep it, too
我保持著百分百的熱情，希望你也是如此
See, growin' is a process, I needed to see it through
看，成長就是一個過程我需要經歷
Damn
damn
Is this what you want from me?
這就是你想從我身上得到的嗎？
I give you all of me
我給了你我的所有
What it's supposed to be
這應該是什麼
I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer
我在努力，在爭取離你更近
Scared that my heart's gone colder
害怕我的心變得更冷
Grindin' it out 'til it's over
粉碎它當這一切結束
Take hold, and now you know
拿著，你現在曉得了
Workin' it once I can
我盡我所能
Promise is forever, I'm startin' to understand
承諾永遠，我開始去理解
The boulder's on my shoulders, I'm startin' to take a stand
壓力壓在我的肩膀，我開始嘗試站直
I gotta show the way for our people to make it out
我要為人們展示怎麼做到成功
I was youth club killin'
我是年輕先鋒
Kickin' bull when they gave the notice for eviction
開始猛力向前當他們想要驅逐
Sixteen had about five bills for it
16歲就有了5張清單去完成這些事情
I gave it to my moms and told her I was down for it
我把這個給了媽媽告訴她這是我為之著迷的
She told me that it's cool, that's at least a couple months
她跟我說這很cool，需要一段時間去完成
I could tell by the look on her face it wasn't enough
我可以從她臉上看出，這些顯然不夠
**** it, we roll with the punches 'cause that's what's up
管他的，發生了什麼我們就用力回擊
And our people would try and front
我們都會嘗試並努力
I try not to go there , but **** it, it's what they want
我盡量不去，操蛋，但這是他們想要的
I never live my life for the vision of someone else
我永遠也不會活在別人的影子裡
I really gotta see, get a feel for it for myself
我需要看清楚，讓感覺更加清晰
Couple years back I was feelin' it with my health
幾年後回來我感覺它與我同行
Yeah, I put on weight, I was hidin' from what I felt
當然，賺了很多，想躲起來的感覺
Bills, bills, bills had me feelin' like I ain't s**t
進賬的錢，讓我覺得我不是窩囊廢
Splashed a couple thousand, was strugglin' with the rent
在一段時期中都是掙扎著
Thinkin' to myself, 'How I get this deep?
認真想想，我怎麼陷入得深了
How I'm deep in the hole, and how my fam don't know?'
如何深陷其中，家人都不知道
Tryna keep the smile good to avoid convo
嘗試保持笑容來避免convo
But that s**t build up and them tears build up
但麻煩事增多他們的眼淚也是
So if you're lookin' for a shoulder you can lean on
如果你想尋找一個肩膀可以依靠
Just to get the steam off, thinkin' what I kept closed up
耗盡了精力，想想自己心中關閉了什麼
Damn
damn
Is this what you want from me?
這就是你想從我身上得到的嗎？
I give you all of me
我給了你我的所有
What it's supposed to be
這應該是什麼
I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer
我在努力，在爭取離你更近
Scared that my heart's gone colder
害怕我的心變得更冷
Grindin' it out 'til it's over
粉碎它當這一切結束
Take hold, and now you know
拿著，你現在曉得了
That I been patient lately
近來保持我的耐心
And though I been racin' lately
儘管最近過得很快
All I know is darkness lately
也總是黑暗
Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah)
Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah)
Prayin ' that this world don't take me, no
祈禱世界不要這麼早帶走我
Everything I gave to my heart and soul
填充我的內心與靈魂
I'm in need for somethin' that is real and not false
不要虛假我需要真實的東西
Love me as I am, no, when I go and I know
像我愛你一樣愛我，當我離去就知道
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I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know...