Funeral

I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
明天我要在一场葬礼上唱歌
For a kid a year older than me
给一个比我大一岁的小孩
And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
跟他爸爸聊了一会后，我很心痛
When I think too much about it, I can't breathe
一想起这件事就令我窒息
And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
我做了个梦，我在水底尖叫
While my friends are waving from the shore
而我的朋友们在岸上挥手
And I don't need you to tell me what that means
我不需要你告诉我梦的寓意
I don't believe in that stuff any more
这些我早就不信了
Jesus Chris, I'm so blue all the time
噢，我一直一直好低落
And that's just how I feel
这就是我的感受
Always have, and I always will
总是有，也总是会
I always have and always will
总是有，也总是会
I have a friend I call
每当我无聊到落泪时
When I've bored myself to tears
我总给我朋友打电话
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
我们聊着聊着，直到有结束生命的念头
But then we laugh until it disappears
但我们就一直笑，直到这念头消失
And last night I blacked out in my car
昨晚我在车上灵魂出走了一会
And I woke up in my childhood bed
醒来我躺在儿时的床上
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
希望我过着另一种人生，为我自己感到难过
When I remembered, someone's kid is dead
直到我想起，有人的小孩死了
Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
噢，我一直一直好低落
And that's just how I feel
这就是我的感受
Always have, and I always will
总是有，也总是会
I always have and always will
总是有，也总是会
And it's 4 a.m.
凌晨4点
Again
又一次
And I'm doing nothing
我无所事事
Again
又一次