Chaotic

Looked in his eyes
I saw a god
From the first night
I knew he was dangerous oh
Arms out to hand him my love
It isn't worth it
He only loves drugs
Yeah I know
You're mine
I couldn't be the one to forget you
Don't let me go
So easily I won't let you
This evil show
You're crushing pills up in my bedroom
Its evil, so, we'll dance for hours in a red room
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I-I-I-I-I
Don't want another option
I-I-I-I-I-I-I
Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting
Kissing me like he means it
But it's plastic
I-I-I-I-I
Don't care
I want it toxic
And just a little chaotic
Don't wanna open my mouth
He's sitting right there
But somehow my words won't come out
Stay on his good side and pout
Or risk the whole thing
His mood swings knock me to the ground
Don't lie
You know there's nothing I can do to change you
So save my time
You never wanted me to blame you
I'm lost
I'm blind
Suck the life out
I won't shame you
You know your crimes
But you hold me
I'm your angel
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I-I-I-I-I
Don't want another option
No, no, no
Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting
Kissing me like he means it
But it's plastic
I-I-I-I-I
Don't care
I want it toxic
And just a little chaotic
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I-I-I-I-I
Don't want another option