Close To Me

I've waited hours for this
我等啊等，等了几个小时
i've made myself so sick
煎熬啊，真是自作自受
i wish i'd stayed
真是希望我能
asleep today
把这一天睡过去
i never thought this day would end
我从没想到白天就这么结束了
i never thought tonight could ever be
自然也没想到今晚已经这么

迫在眉睫
this close to me
我想尽量在黑暗中看清
just try to see in the dark
我不断告诉自己一定能行的
just try to make it work
结果只是在你来之前徒增恐惧
to feel the fear before you're here
等到我稍微看清时，惊觉你的身影已经快走到我身边了
i make the shapes come much too close
我继续张望着
i pull my eyes out
大气都不敢喘一下
hold my breath
一动不动直到我都发抖了
and wait until i shake
我想啊如果我能拥有你的信任
but if i had your faith
那我就能把一切安排得从容又妥帖了
then i could make it safe and clean
或者要是我能确定
if only i was sure
我此刻把头贴在门上只是在做梦就好了
that my head on the door was a dream
我已经等了好几个小时
i've waited hours for this
煎熬煎熬煎熬
i've made myself so sick
要是能把这天睡过去就好了
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
没想到白天就这么结束了
i never thought this day would end
没想到今夜已经这么
i never thought tonight could ever be
迫在眉睫
this close to me
如果我有你的信任
but if i had your face
那我一定能表现得从从容容干净又利落
then i could make it safe and clean
要是我能发现此刻把头靠在门上只是在做梦的话也不错啊
if only i was sure that my head on the door was a dream