My City

Looking out on the river bend
回顾记忆的河畔
Looking out on the thing that isn't
再次想起那些琐事
Looking out on the freeway's push and pull
在交往中拉扯的探戈
Looking out for the current
却也一起度过了美好的时光
Little spells of forgetfulness
本以为已经渐渐忘却
Little sounds that are shrill and urgent
那些零碎的回忆却如此难忘
Little insects that sting as they come and go
如同挥之不去的小虫萦绕着我
Little moments of purpose
你可是我曾经的人生目标啊
I loved you
我的爱
I wore you out
却压垮了你
I missed you
我失去了你
Where are you now?
而你在哪呢？
This town is a monolith
这座小镇犹如一个庞然大物
This town is a crowded movie
却充满了我们的点点滴滴
This town is a depot, I come and go
我本以为，我们的人生将会漫长
This town is my city
却没想到这座小镇边是我们的终点站
I hate you
我恨你
I tore you down
你为何不和我的心一起碎了
I miss you
你回来吧
Where are you now?
或许我该去找你？
Looking bad like those Vegas odds
这听起来就像拉斯维加斯的赔率一样可笑
Wear a smile like it's camouflage
而我却只能微笑着掩饰着

我来到这座小镇的时候是一个灰暗的日子
Today was a smoking sky
这里充斥着来来往往的人们
Today was a civic menace
走向人群的我心中好像震颤了一下
Today I went walking while things explode
一些伤心的事涌上心头
Some sad independence
我也想大点声
I want to be just as loud
但那些记忆令我抓狂
All this freedom just freaks me out
现在，用尽我的一切
Risk it all on the game of chance
只为了能再说一次，我爱你
Chasing love like an ambulance