Thank U

how bout getting off of these antibiotics
谢谢
how bout stopping eating when im full up
不如摆脱掉抗生素
how bout them transparent dangling carrots
不如多一些节制
how bout that ever elusive kudo
那些可望不可及的诱惑

那些永远难以得到的奖赏
thank you india
感谢你 印度
thank you terror
感谢你 恐惧
thank you disillusionment
感谢你 失望
thank you frailty
感谢你 脆弱
thank you consequence
感谢你 不美好的结果
thank you thank you silence
感谢你 无声的寂静

不把所有错归咎于你
how bout me not blaming you for everything
这一次享受现在
how bout me enjoying the moment for once
终于释怀的感觉真好
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
一次悲伤就够了
how bout grieving it all one at a time
感谢你 印度

感谢你 恐惧
thank you india
感谢你 失望
thank you terror
感谢你 脆弱
thank you disillusionment
感谢你 不美好的结果
thank you frailty
感谢你 感谢你 无声的寂静
thank you consequence
放手随它的那一刻
thank you thank you silence
是我成长之时

迈步跳下的那一刻
the moment i let go of it was
终于脚踏实地
the moment i got more than i could handle
不如不再虐心的活着
the moment i jumped off of it was
不如记住你的好
the moment i touched down
不如纵情呼喊

不如将死亡等同停止
how bout no longer being masochistic
感谢你 印度
how bout remembering your divinity
感谢你 命运
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
感谢你 失望
how bout not equating death with stopping
感谢你 虚无缥缈

感谢你 清楚明了
thank you india
感谢你 感谢你 寂静
thank you providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence