Colorblind (Original Mix)

I was wrong
我做错了
And I'm sorry for that
我对此非常抱歉
Things just haven't been the same
一切都改变了模样
Since I got my mind back
我已经恢复了理智
And I try to hide the pain
我尝试着掩饰痛苦
But I'm never good at that
但我发现我做不到
You can love me, you can hate me
你可以爱我，也可以恨我
I just want my soul back
我只想要回我那残余的灵魂
And if there really is no God
如果世上真无上帝
Who the **** is in my head?
那我脑海里存在的人是谁
Planting seeds of deceit
一直栽种着欺骗的种子
I guess this must be the end
我想这就是结局了
They say the grass is always greener on the other side
他们说芳草常青
But every time I try, I go colorblind
每时每刻我都在尝试着改变，最终我成为了色盲
I was wrong
我做错了
And I'm sorry for that
我对此非常抱歉
Things just haven't been the same
一切都改变了模样
Since I got my mind back
我已经恢复了理智
And I try to hide the pain
我尝试着掩饰痛苦
But I'm never good at that
但我发现我做不到
You can love me, you can hate me
你可以爱我，也可以恨我
I just want my soul back
我只想要回我那残余的灵魂
And if there really is no God
如果世上真无上帝
Who the **** is in my head?
那我脑海里存在的人是谁
Planting seeds of deceit
一直栽种着欺骗的种子
I guess this must be the end
我想这就是结局了
They say the grass is always greener on the other side
他们说芳草常青
But every time I try, I go colorblind
每时每刻我都在尝试着，最终我成为了色盲
I've been having ******* trouble sleeping
我昼夜无眠
Every thought, that's in my head
我的脑海中涌现出一个个想法
Is telling me to lose my grip and just end it
告诉我已经失去控制，需要摆脱它
No consequences, I have nothing left
我已一无所有
I thought this life was something more than itself
我认为这种生活已无法忍受
I'm going crazy, can't trust myself
我已经疯了，无法控制住自己
So please just let me go, and try to find home
所以让我离开这吧，让我去寻找一个新的家
If I lose myself I know that I'll always be alone
我已迷失自我，我将永陷孤独
****
该死的！！！