Pain You Keep

You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh!t, blame this on me
Cause aint nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I cant sleep
Youre pushin back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep
Lost in my mind
Ho give me brain but dont look in my eyes
Goin insane, see the pain in my eyes
I got way too much damn weight on my spine
Cigarette burns on my arm and my face
In my whole body, she love how I look
I cannot name all the drugs that I took
I need the cash, I need all the loot
I read these hoes like they all were some books
Get to this cake like I need it or something
Maybe thats just cause I needed that money
Self-made, Im eighteen and doin this sh!ts
I was like fifteen and movin this sh!t
Fxck, Ima run my money up
Shawty in the club, bad as fxck, tryna join the club
That ***** said she loved that Im young and I dont give a fxck
She said Im a **** boy and she wanna fxck
You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh!t, blame this on me
Cause aint nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I cant sleep
Youre pushin back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep
Hold the fxck up, I hope that I wake up
Told my b!tch she too perfect without it, dont need makeup
And I know that we doomed, aint a single thing could save us
Everyday its like we break up, make up, make love
Tomorrow we do the same stuff
That sorrow, I aint fakin it, couldnt even if I wanted
Mary Jane everyday, got a need just to stay blunted
Needless to say insanity stayed with me since the youngin
Yeah, I hustle cause I need it, I dont even really want it
Hundred dollar half ounces, I keep that sh!t in abundance
Said fxck it and copped the Rafs, b!tch Im stuntin
Her lips taste like raspberries, something that youd dream about
Tuck game crazy like the type a girl youd read about
Gettin high, askin my grandpa if he could see me now
Thats some other sh!t, fxck the lovin sh!t, come again
B!tch I said Im on my ' I think Im Jesus second coming' sh!t
******ed a year ago, figuratively comin quick
You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh!t, blame this on me
Cause aint nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I cant sleep
Youre pushin back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, Im sorry for the pain you keep