Introvert

Every time I go closer to the road leaving my light
次次我都背著光芒走向那黑暗
I just wanna know why I'm feeling so lonely at night
不知這孤獨為何只在午夜時分襲來
Its my fault it's my life I'm so cold I'm so high get it right
是我做錯了所有不得不直面自己的生活我心已寒卻又如此興奮就這樣剛好
I don't care but I fight we don't lose we just ride let it ride
就算是不在乎我也要背水一戰這場比賽我們不會輸自由發揮想怎樣就怎麼玩
Sittin at my crib thinking about shit
坐在我的豪宅里想著那些
That I never done but I wish I did
我從未做過但卻真想試試的事情
Acting like I'm fine but I'm losing it
裝得漠然但實則不然
Could have kissed that girl but it ain't relevant
我本可以與她深情擁吻一番但現在亦已無用無關
Could have made that move I'm regretting it
我本可走出那一步但現在卻又後悔自己的躊躇
Feeling so low like I'm on 2%
如此落寞就像手機電量快要耗幹
Been living life like its a tournament
一直以來的生活就像錦標賽角逐鬥爭不斷
Loneliness turned up and now it's on again
孤獨寂寞之感又一次滾滾襲來
Tell myself run ain't no looking back
告誡自己趕緊跑開不要回頭看
Only time I do is when I'm reaching for the stack
只有為了錢才會使出的下流手段
Back on my old ways on my old mack
那些對前任們施展過的技巧姿態
Thinking about my old days I'll never go back
懷念著那些再也回不去的美好從前
Fuck that trying to get myself my own crib
在自己的豪宅里作樂尋歡作樂尋歡
Being independent man I might just suck my own dick
不依不賴自慰一番
Ain't got time baby just trying to gold dig
我沒那個時間陪你沙裡淘金
Gotta get through all the people that I roll with
我只想知道都有誰和我滾過床單
Every time I go closer to the road leaving my light
次次我都背著光芒走向那黑暗
I just wanna know why I'm feeling so lonely at night
不知這孤獨為何只在午夜時分襲來
Its my fault it's my life I'm so cold I'm so high get it right
是我做錯了所有不得不直面自己的生活我心已寒卻又如此興奮就這樣剛好
I don't care but I fight we don't lose we just ride let it ride
就算是不在乎我也要背水一戰這場比賽我們不會輸自由發揮想怎樣就怎麼玩
Hole in my soul don't know how to fill it up
我只想知道都有誰和我滾過床單空洞的靈魂不知用何填埋
Cannot let nobody in hoping that they understand
拒人於心門之外我只希望你們能理解我的苦衷難堪
Can't change my ways since I get through my days
用自己的方式過自己的日子
It's just how your boy was raised vigilant in every way
從小長大這種警惕警覺亦是與生俱來
Every single night I've been staying up
每夜我都難以入睡
My imaginations take a flight and it's taking off
無邊無際的幻想向遠方啟航
Any my time is slowly ticking out I don't wanna wait anymore
時間不侯人我不想再將光陰徒費
Don't wanna be erased wanna make a change
不想等死亡將我抹除於這世上只想謀求改變
Please don' t hurt me I just lost my way
請別對我加以傷害我只是有些迷失方向
Leave no trace of my misery get me through the day
別在我的心頭留下痛苦的傷痕讓我挺過這一天
Every time I go closer to the road leaving my light
次次我都背著光芒走向那黑暗
I just wanna know why I'm feeling so lonely at night
不知這孤獨為何只在午夜時分襲來
Its my fault it's my life I'm so cold I'm so high get it right
是我做錯了所有不得不直面自己的生活我心已寒卻又如此興奮就這樣剛好
I don't care but I fight we don't lose we just ride let it ride
就算是不在乎我也要背水一戰這場比賽我們不會輸自由發揮想怎樣就怎麼玩