i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o'brien)

Feeling used
感覺被利用了
But Im
可我
Still missing you
依然對你魂牽夢縈
And I cant
我依然不忍
See the end of this
看到如此結局
Just wanna feel your kiss
我只想感覺
Against my lips
你我唇齒相依的美好
And now all this time
你我過去的美好歲月
Is passing by
已匆匆流逝
But I still cant seem to tell you why
可我依然不能告訴你原因
It hurts me every time I see you
每當我看見你便心如刀絞
Realize how much I need you
意識到我有多麼需要你

我恨你我也愛你
I hate you I love you
我狠我對你斬斷不了的愛意
I hate that I love you
不想繼續沉淪
Dont want to, but I cant put
可我無法再另覓新歡
Nobody else above you
我恨你我愛你
I hate you I love you
我恨我對你斬斷不了的愛意
I hate that I want you
你渴望她你也需要她
You want her, you need her
可我永遠不會成為她
And Ill never be her
當我在漫漫長夜中輾轉反側時我的腦海裡充斥著你的身影

喝完咖啡我想的是你
I miss you when I cant sleep
吃不下飯時我想的還是你
Or right after coffee
我想念坐在我前座的你
Or right when I cant eat
毛衣裡還殘留著細沙
I miss you in my front seat
那些我們已經忘卻的夜晚裡
Still got sand in my sweaters
你也像我一般思念彼此嗎
From nights we dont remember
拋下一切只為與你纏綿
Do you miss me like I miss you?
朋友也會傷你的心
****ed around and got attached to you
我總是感到厭倦但從未厭倦過你
Friends can break your heart too , and
如果我將我的愛強加於你你會不悅吧
Im always tired but never of you
如果我向你傾訴那些深藏於心的情意你也不會回應吧
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldnt like that ****
我一條一條給你發著簡訊可全部石沉大海
I put this reel out, but you wouldnt bite that *** *
我心亂如麻可你從不關心
I type a text but then I nevermind that ****
好吧好吧我不說了
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
你還愛著我你的朋友卻不知情
Oh oh, keep it on the low
如果你渴望我你會說出口的
Youre still in love with me but your friends dont know
如果我是你我定不會輕易放手
If you wanted me you would just say so
我恨你我愛你
And if I were you, I would never let me go
我恨我對你情深入骨

不想溺斃在這愛中
I hate you I love you
可我的心中已無法容納除你以外的任何人
I hate that I love you
我恨你我也愛你
Dont want to, but I cant put
我恨我對你的情深意切
Nobody else above you
你渴望她你需要她
I hate you I love you
可我永遠成為不了她
I hate that I want you
我沒有惡意啊
You want her, you need her
我只是想念在我臂彎裡的你了而已
And Ill never be her
婚禮上的鐘聲在我耳畔迴盪久久不散

心臟被警告帶狠狠纏繞著萬念俱灰
I dont mean no harm
你可曾想過我們本可以擁有這美好的未來
I just miss you on my arm
你說不想與我共度餘生結果你真的離去了
Wedding bells were just alarms
一遍一遍的欺騙我麻痺我直至沒有重來的機會
Caution tape around my heart
我的思緒如今混亂不堪
You ever wonder what we could have been?
我總是想念著那些我不該惦念的人
You said you wouldnt and you ****ing did
有時你必須斬斷羈絆才能保持恰當的距離
Lie to me, lie with me, get your ****ing fix
我知道我不應繼續胡思亂想而是停止回想那些往事
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ****ing mixed
不過我從父親那學到有這些感覺也不失為好事
Always missing people that I shouldnt be missing
當那些情意綿綿與誓詞蕩然無存
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
我想我會放下了
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我認為我已經做得夠好了可旁人都認為我依舊不能放下
But I learned from my dad that its good to have feelings
每個孑然一身的夜晚我都唱著這首歌
When love and trust are gone
我恨你我也愛你
I guess this is moving on
我恨我愛著你
Everyone I do right does me wrong
不想繼續沉淪
So every lonely night, I sing this song
可我無法讓別人代替你在我心中的位置啊

我恨你我愛你
I hate you I love you
我恨我愛著你
I hate that I love you
你渴望她你需要她
Dont want to, but I cant put
可我永遠無法成為她
Nobody else above you
我孑然一身望著你深情注視著她
I hate you I love you
彷彿她是你眼裡的唯一女孩你的全世界
I hate that I want you
你從不在乎你傷害了誰你從不在乎
You want her, you need her
你根本不在意我
And Ill never be her
我孑然一身望著你深情注視著她

彷彿她是你眼裡的一切
All alone I watch you watch her
你怎麼能沒注意到
Like shes the only girl youve ever seen
你在一點一點的撕碎我啊
You dont care you never did
我恨你可我也深愛著你
You dont give a damn about me
我恨對你心心念念的我
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
不想再沉淪
Shes the only thing youve ever seen
可我已無力將別人放在心上
How is it you never notice
我恨你我愛你
That you are slowly killing me
我恨我愛著你

你渴望她你需要她
I hate you I love you
而我永遠取代不了她
I hate that I love you
Dont want to, but I cant put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And Ill never be her