When It's Over

Yeah
唉
Its been a while since I spoke to you
上次與你說話是什麼時候呢？
Everything seems different now
似乎一切都變了
Im tryna focus, youve been out of frame
我試著去定焦，而你卻早已遠離相機中的畫面
But its crazy how I see the picture now
我是瘋了吧，現在還在看著過去的相片
Its been a while since youve been around, me
上次你在我身邊是什麼時候呢？
I finally put the liquor down
我終於戒掉了酒
Crazy how life is bittersweet
才知道生活都是苦樂參半的
Cause my grandpa is gettin sicker now
爺爺的病情越來越嚴重
Yeah, Ive been tryin not to lose touch
但我還是試著與他一直保持聯繫
But all this stress is just too much
所有這些壓力壓得我喘不過氣來
When I was young, it was me
回憶起小時候
And him ridin round the city just the two of us
爺爺騎單車載著我繞城兜風，就只有我們倆
Wish I spent more time with him
多希望能與他再一起度過幾年啊
All the times that I held back
所有我躊躇的時間
All this money in my bank account
和我銀行卡內所有的存款
But there aint a way to buy health back
都無法使他痊癒
See, back then we was close, then I lost who I was
回頭看，過去我們是那麼親近，但我漸漸失去了自己
Gettin close to my dreams
為了追逐我的夢想
But further from who I love
我漸漸遠離我愛的那些人
Whats meant to be is just meant to be
這就是命中註定吧
I dont think we could change that
誰都無法改變
I aint sayin I regret it now
我並沒有悔恨
I just wish I had them days back
只是希望能回到過去
And thats real
真的
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
想起我的時候會心痛嗎？
Wishin your heart still belonged to me, yeah
多希望你的心依然屬於我啊
Cause when I close my eyes
因為當我閉上眼的時候
Ill be searchingfor you (searching for you)
我總是在腦海中尋找你的身影
Thinkin of the ways
思考那些
Ive been hurtin for you (hurtin for you)
我曾做過傷害你的事
Ill be here if you come look for me(Yeah)(look for me)
如果你要找我，我一直都在這兒
Its been a while since I spoke to you
離上次跟你說話，已經很久了吧
Both of us gettin older now
我們都不再年輕了
Life is movin so fast for me
我的生活運轉地太快了
I just wish I had a way to slow it down
真希望我能找到方法讓它慢下來
Wish I wasnt scared to open up
希望我能不害怕揭開過去的傷疤
Cause I aint talked to my dad still
我仍然沒鼓足勇氣跟爸爸說幾句話
But hes stubborn though, thats where I get it from
他是那麼的頑固，這也是我從他那兒學到的
He drinks Hennessy with his Advil
邊喝著軒尼詩，邊磕著止痛藥
Everyone say Im just like him
每個人都說我太像他了
We smile hard and we hide tears
我們偷偷流眼淚，卻在人前強顏歡笑
Even though Ive seen him last month
儘管上個月我終於見到了他
I aint seen my dad in like five years
但似乎已有將近5年沒見他了
And that gets to me, hearts heavy
所有這一切使我的內心很沉重
I just cant adjust to these changes
我就是接受不了這些變化
Lost some people that was closest to me
我竟失去了那麼多的親人
Now Im losin all of my patience
我已失去了耐心
Ex girls say they still love me
前任們哭著告訴我還愛我
Old friends just come and go
老朋友來了又走
Really Ive been tryna move on
我真的很想繼續好好生活
But Im too afraid to end up alone
但又害怕我會孤獨終老
Too afraid to give my love
我不再敢付出我的愛
Cause Im too afraid I wont feel love
我怕自己已感受不到愛了
And Im too afraid that
我更害怕
Ill find love just to find out its not real love
我以為的愛卻不是真正的愛
I got so many trust issues
我不知道是否該相信
Wish I was there to uplift you
只是希望還能抱起你
And even though we aint close now
儘管我們已經不再親密了
Its difficult and I miss you
忘記你真的太難了，我好想你
But I wonder what you say to people
想知道你會如何描述我
When they speak about me
當別人說起我的時候
I know we both went our separate ways
就算我們已經分開了
I just wonder if you still think about me
如果你也還想念我
Thats real
真的
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
想起我的時候會心痛嗎？
Wishin your heart
希望你的心
Still belonged to me (still belonged to me)
仍然屬於我
Cause when I close my eyes
因為當我閉上眼時
Ill be searching for you (Ill think of you)
我總是在腦海中尋找你的身影
Thinkin of the ways Ive been hurtin for you
想起那些我曾做過傷害你的事
Ill be here
我一直都在這兒
If you come look for me (if you come looking for me)
你會來找我嗎？
If you come looking for me
你會來找我嗎？
If you come looking for me
你會來找我嗎？
Yeah, yeah, yeah
唉
If you come looking for me
你會來找我嗎？
If you come looking for me
你會來找我嗎？
Yeah, yeah, yeah
唉