Frustrations + Solutions

I need some candy
我需要一些糖果
To restore my calmness
恢復我的鎮定
I've had some crazy
我變得有些瘋狂
Freak outs lately
最近常常崩潰
I kicked all my ****
我把衣櫃周圍的
Around my closet
亂七八糟東西都踢了一遍
Nobody is coming
沒有人來
To tell me to stop it
阻止我
My shoes
我的鞋底
They scuffed
拖拖拉拉劃在
My white walls
我家的白牆上
I punched my
我對我的紙杯蛋糕玩偶
Cupcake beanbag
猛捶了一拳
(I have a cupcake beanbag)
我有一個紙杯蛋糕玩偶
Til I fell tired and
直到我感到疲憊
Embarrassed enough
並且丟臉至極
And I was careless enough
我真是太不小心了

感覺自己像個混蛋
Feeling like a ****
重新拾起那些情緒
Picking it up again
感覺自己像個混蛋
Feeling so much like a ****
重新拾起那些情緒
Just to pick it up again
感覺真的非常
Feeling so so so
非常疲憊
So tired
感覺非常
Of feeling so so so
非常愚蠢
So dumb
我跺腳
I stomped and
我尖叫
I screamed there
忽然閃過一個念頭
Flinging ideas
在大廳的最底層
Straight down from the halls
像電影裡演的那樣
Like in a movie scene where
所有人開始在一面玻璃牆後朝我注視
All of you watch behind a glass wall
我來來回回踱步
I'm pacing back and fourth
讓自己疲憊不堪
Exhausting myself
只是為了取悅自己
For my own gratification
不為任何人
To no one
丟臉的感覺還在繼續
Embarrassing programming
我發現地板上一團糟

忽然暴跳如雷
And when I find the mess in the floor
把我有序生活中撕裂的一切
Temper tantrum over
又重新整頓一遍
Reorganizing all that I tore
我會說
From life's rightful order
我懂得了一些道理
I'll say I
當我愚蠢到一定地步的時候
Learned some sort of lesson
發出那些疑問
When I felt dumb enough
讓我感覺自己像個混蛋
To question
重新拾起那些情緒
Feeling like a ****
讓我感覺自己像個混蛋
Picking it all upagain
重新拾起那些情緒
So much like a ****
這一切都是如此
Just to pick it up again
如此倦怠
Everything is so so so
這一切都是如此
So tired
如此愚蠢
Everything is so so so
So dumb