Miso & Memories

Tell me, have you ever loved someone so much
告訴我，你是否曾經如此深愛過一個人
That your drug of choice becomes their touch?
以至於Ta的觸摸取代了你選的毒品
Tell me, do you always put yourself to blame
告訴我，你總是把一切歸咎於自己嗎？
Tryna maintain, tryna relight the flame?
想要維持下去，想試著重新點燃愛情之火

I fell right apart right in front of her door
就在她門前，我感覺形同陌路
She texted me 'what are you here for?'
她給我發短信：“你來這里幹什麼？”
Baby, I ain't no matador
親愛的，我不是鬥牛士
When the stakes get high I drop to the floor
賭註一高，就會倒在地上

Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
在夜晚我用喝酒來消磨時間
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
用深陷愛情和失戀讓自己看上去活著
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
我總是在追逐我知道永遠也找不到的快感
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她

Why is she still on my mind ?
為什麼我還在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她？

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道這只是場表演嗎
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，堅持住吧
Last fall, I fell again, for a somber girl
去年秋天我愛上了一個憂鬱的女孩
Somber til the end
憂鬱到分手的最後

Words left unsaid circle round my head
未出口的話在我腦海盤旋
As the curtains closed so did her act end
當帷幕落下——她的表演結束了
Filled with dread over what comes next
我內心裡充滿了對未來的恐懼
As memories fade to gray
而這些記憶又漸漸黑白

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道這只是場表演嗎
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，堅持住吧
Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道這只是場表演嗎
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，所以堅持住吧

I'm holding on to yesterday
對昨日緊抓不放
Stuck in a haze, morally depraved
深陷陰霾，道德墮落
Memories of her feed me feelings I crave
對她的記憶滿足著我渴望的感情
She won't even look my ****ing way
不過她連看都不看我一眼

Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
在夜晚我用喝酒來消磨時間
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
用深陷愛情和失戀讓自己看上去活著
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
我總是在追逐我知道永遠也找不到的快感
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼她還在想她

Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
為什麼我還在想她？

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道這只是一場表演嗎
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生總有高潮和低谷，堅持住吧

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道這只是一場表演嗎
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生總有高潮和低谷，所以堅持住吧
Last fall, I fell again, for a somber girl
去年秋天我愛上了一個憂鬱的女孩
Somber til the end
憂鬱到分手的最後

Now all I got are these memories
現在我只有這些回憶
Heart on my sleeve, I'm bleeding deep
我很坦誠，我的心現在流血不止
Over miso soup cut with celery
我看著味增湯和切芹菜
She told me that she loved me
彷彿看到了她在告訴我，她愛我

Now all I got are these melodies
現在我只剩下這些回憶了
Are in my dark perfect remedy
這就是我的黑暗療法吧——
Up on Adderall, chasing dopamine
去服用阿德拉、多巴胺（都是治療精神疾病的藥）......
I'm letting go, let go with me
我要走了。讓我走吧。