FRUSTRATION

Frustration,
I been fightin' my sleep I'm swerving,
I don't cry but I keep on cursing,
I'm just tryna see my purpose,
No patience,
Thinking how can I be so sure of it,
Figure I don't see the serpents,
But it might not be for certain,
I hate the race,
I just need some money can't stop till I see some (uhh)
Running can't keep up can't get enough I ain't been sleeping (uhh)
Might release in front of everyone just for my piece of mind,
Fixate,
But before I let this out just wait
Should I confront this shit now, its straight,
Maybe I should sit this out,
But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly,
But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly,
Frustration
I'm stuck can't find what I'm searching,
Hate fixing myself I need courage,
I tried but it's not working,
No patience,
Been sipping I'm speaking in cursive,
I'm tripping I need a rehearsal,
I 'm falling short of what's perfect,
Yeah,
Pulled up and I came unannounced,
Showing love with a dap and a pound,
Calm on the surface but I'm screaming now,
My shorty say she can't figure me out,
Asking for help it just isn't allowed
I mean that's what it feels like when your skin is brown,
Today I went off on somebody cause I ain't like the way a nigga name was pronounced,
Stressed out finna throw in the towel,
X'd out, I don't owe you a vowel,
Verbatim I created a sound ,
Look up see my grandmother smile,
But I'm still going crazy cause she not around,
Thats why I walk with my head down,
But if I don't do it now itsabout to get ugly,
They tryna hold me down,
Party don't stop,
All you better stop,
Money don't stop,
People don't stop,
No it don't stop,
Everybody ball,
Everybody ball,
Oh you gone- oh you wanna-
Yeah you wanna ball.
Sometimes I lose my cool I, don't know what to say.
Sometimes I lose my cool I, don't know what to say.
Sometimes I lose my cool I, don't know what to say.
Sometimes I lose my cool I, don't know what to say.