Forgive Myself

Don't know how to love myself
學不會善待自己
Don't know how to love myself
不懂如何愛自己
Without somebody laying in my bed
當身邊無人陪伴我入睡
Don't know how to be alone
學不會面對孤獨
Don't know how to be alone
不懂該如何獨處
Without the thought of crawling out my skin
能沒有意識出逃的念頭
Can't take the advice that I'm given
總聽不進獲得的建議
I throw it away never listen
我將其拋開從不傾聽
Pissing off all of my friends
惹怒我所有朋友
All of my friends
我的朋友
All of my friends
所有朋友
I need to make better decisions
我該做出更好的決定
I hate the way that I'm living
厭惡現在的生活方式
So I'm gonna try this again
所以我要再試一次
Try it again
再試一試
Try it again
努力嘗試
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
我在慢慢學著原諒自己
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
就像在地獄掙扎的瘋子
Don't owe nobody nothing
不欠任何人東西
I won't leave this apartment
我不會離開公寓
'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
直到我能夠不厭惡鏡中倒影
I'm learning to forgive myself
我在學著自我諒解
Know it's gonna take some time
知道需要些時間
It don't happen overnight
不會一夜間實現
Beautiful messes rarely ever do
有瑕的尤物幾乎做不到
They tell me to breathe in
他們叫我吸氣
But then I can't breathe out
我卻無法呼氣
I just wanna be somebody who makes somebody proud
我只是想成為能讓別人驕傲的人
Can't take the advice that I'm given
總聽不進獲得的建議
I throw it away never listen
我將其拋開從不傾聽
Pissing off all of my friends
惹怒我所有朋友
All of my friends
我的朋友
All of my friends
所有朋友
I need to make better decisions
我該做出更好的決定
I hate the way that I'm living
厭惡現在的生活方式
So I'm gonna try this again
所以我要再試一次
Try it again
再試一試
Try it again
努力嘗試
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
我在慢慢學著原諒自己
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
就像在地獄掙扎的瘋子
Don't owe nobody nothing
不欠任何人東西
I won't leave this apartment
我不會離開公寓
'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
直到我能夠不厭惡鏡中倒影
I'm learning to forgive myself
我在學著自我諒解
I'm learning to forgive myself
我在學著原諒自己
I ain't flawless
我不完美
Yeah I got a long list
我有不少缺點
But cryin' on bathroom floors
但在浴室地板哭
Ain't workin' for me no more
於我再無作用了
So I count my losses
我清點好損失
Pack 'em up in boxes
全都收進箱子
To people I hurt before
致我傷過的人們
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
我在慢慢學著原諒自己
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
就像在地獄掙扎的瘋子
Don't owe nobody nothing
不欠任何人東西
I won' t leave this apartment
我不會離開公寓
'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
直到我能夠不厭惡鏡中倒影
I'm learning to forgive myself
我在學著自我諒解
I'm learning to forgive myself
我在學著原諒自己
I'm learning to forgive myself
我學著與自己和解