Find Me

Goin crazy outta my mind these days
So much sh!t I gotta decide these days
Listenin to all the lies they say (say)
Startin up my car, Im tryin to get away
Seems like Ive been drivin all day
Smokin and drinkin all by myself
Hopin and wishin I find myself
Lost and alone
Come find me
I just wanna feel loved
Come try me
Lost and alone
Ive been lookin but I havent found nothin yet
She been tryna kick it all the time, but I am just
Posted, chillin all by myself, weed crumbs on my thumbs gettin high as hell
Kush smoke, chase it down with a little liquor then I hop off the freeway just swerve through the city
Got cop lights behind me, damn, I hope they dont kill me like whoosh ahh
Calm down, rubbin on my temples
Im smokin and drinkin all by myself
Hopin and wishin I find myself
In the late night catchin a vibe by myself
Lord willin we dont die tonight we gon fly tonight
And I fly by myself
Realizin that I cant hide from myself
Close my eyes just to see whats inside of myself
I cry by myself
Lost and alone
Come find me
I just wanna feel loved
Come try me
Lost and alone
My sister say Im changing a lot
Someone by the water finally made it straight outta Compton
Father callin me like 'Son we hardly see you at all
Yeah I know you out here shinin but you cant do it all by yourself'
And I can hear the voice of my mom, tellin me to pray for understanding, wisdom and knowledge
Wish I knew what I know now back when I dropped out of college
Sometimes I feel like I can have way more sh!t accomplished
It dont matter cause
Im smokin and drinkin all by myself
Hopin and wishin I find myself
In the late night catchin a vibe by myself
Lord willin we dont die tonight we gon fly tonight
And I fly by myself
Realizin that I cant hide from myself
Close my eyes just to see whats inside of myself
I cry by myself
Lost and alone
Come find me
I just wanna feel loved
Come try me
Lost and alone