duality

I push my fingers into my eyes...
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But its made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
Ive waited as my times elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
Ive wished for this, Ive *****ed at that
Ive left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
Ive gotta say what Ive gotta say
And then I swear Ill go away
But I cant promise youll enjoy the noise
I guess Ill save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
Youre left with me cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
Im not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But its made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on,
Im not gonna make it!

All Ive got...all Ive got is insane...
All Ive got...all I've got is insane...
All Ive got...all Ive got is insane!
All Ive got...all Ive got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But its made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on ,
Im not gonna make it!