When I'm Gone

Yeah...
耶
Its my life...
這是我的生活
My own words I guess...
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你試過愛誰如此之深你願犧牲一隻手臂嗎
Have you ever loved someone so much, youd give an arm for?
不是措辭不真正的犧牲一隻手臂
Not the expression , no, literally give an arm for?
當他們知道他們是你的心臟
When they know theyre your heart
你知道你是他們的盔甲你會消滅任何試圖傷害她的人
And you know you were their armor and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm em
但當報應回過頭來咬你
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
所有你支持一切開始攻擊你讓你迷茫
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
當你成為她痛苦的最大源頭
What happens when you become the main source of a pain ?
爹地看我做了什麼爸爸要去趕飛機
'Daddy look what I made', Dads gotta go catch a plane
爹地媽咪在哪裡我找不到她在哪裡
'Daddy wheres Mommy? I cant find Mommy where is she?'
我不知道去玩吧海莉寶貝你爹地很忙
I dont know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddys busy
爹地在寫歌歌不會自己寫出來
Daddys writing this song, this song aint gonna write itself
我幫你拉鞦韆然後你要自己盪
Ill give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
然後再寫些歌裡的押韻告訴她你愛她
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
再把手放在與她和媽媽一樣的肩膀上
And put hands on her mother, whos a spitting image of her
這就是阿姆是的寶貝阿姆瘋了
Thats Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shadys crazy
阿姆成就了我但今晚阿姆是乖乖睡的寶貝
Shady made me, but tonight Shadys rocka-by-baby...
當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷

當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
要知道我在低頭看著你的微笑
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
我什麼感覺都沒有因此寶貝不要難過
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
笑著回應就行
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷
Just smile back
當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
要知道我在低頭看著你的微笑
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
我什麼感覺都沒有因此寶貝不要難過
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
笑著回應就行
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
我一直做著個夢我推著海莉的鞦韆
Just smile back...
她則不停尖叫她不想我再唱歌

你讓媽咪哭了為什麼媽咪要哭
I keep having this dream, Im pushin Hailie on the swing
寶貝爹地再也不走了爹地你說謊
She keeps screaming, she dont want me to sing
你總是那麼說你總是說這是最後一次
'Youre making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying ?'
但你不會再走了爸爸你是我的
Baby, Daddy aint leaving no more, 'Daddy youre lying
她把垛版箱推到門前試圖擋住它
'You always say that, you always say this is the last time
爹地求你別走爹地不要停住
'But you aint leaving no more, Daddy youre mine'
把手伸入她口袋拉出一個小小項鍊盒子
Shes piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
裡面有張照片這個會保護你的安全爹地帶著它走
'Daddy please, Daddy dont leave, Daddy - no stop it!'
我向上看只有我站在鏡子麵前
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
這些牆一定在說話因為老天我能聽見它們
Its got a picture, 'thisll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'
它們在說你有最後一次機會支做對那就是今晚
I look up, its just me standing in the mirror
現在去那兒然後表示你愛他們在未遲之前
These fuckin walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
當我走出臥室門外面變成舞台
Theyre saying 'Youve got one more chance to do right' - and its tonight
它們走了聚光燈在閃耀
Now go out there and show that you love em before its too late
而我在歌唱
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷
Its turns to a stage, theyre gone, and this spotlight is on
當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
And Im singing...
要知道我在低頭看著你微笑

我什麼感覺都沒有因此寶貝不要難過
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
笑著回應就行
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
要知道我在低頭看著你微笑
Just smile back
我什麼感覺都沒有因此寶貝不要難過
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
笑著回應就行
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
六萬人全部跳出他們的座位
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
簾幕落下他們把玫瑰扔在我腳邊
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
我鞠躬謝謝你們大家能來
Just smile back...
他們叫得那麼大聲我看了人群最後一眼

我往下看根本不能相信我所看見的
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
爹地是我救救媽咪她的手腕在流血
The curtain closes, theyre throwing roses at my feet
但寶貝我們在瑞典你怎麼來到瑞典的
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
我跟著你爹地你說你不會走的
Theyre screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
你對我說謊了爸爸你現在讓媽媽傷心了
I glance down, I dont believe what Im seeing
我還給你帶來這枚硬幣上面寫著第一名的爸爸
'Daddy its me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,'
這是我所有想要的我只想給你這枚硬幣
But baby were in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
我明白了好吧我和媽咪走了
'I followed you Daddy, you told me that you werent leavin
但寶貝等等太遲了爹地你做出了選擇
'You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
現在去外面然後表現你愛他們勝過我們
'And I bought you this coin, it says Number One Dad
這就是他們想要的他們想要你馬歇爾他們一直在叫你名字
'Thats all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
毫無疑問你不能睡著再多吃點藥吧
'I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone'
耶我打賭你會的你給它寫說唱這些話讓它們成真吧
But baby wait, 'its too late Dad, you made the choice
我聽見鼓掌卻始終看不見
'Now go up there and show em that you love em more than us'
怎麼可能簾幕正在向我拉上
Thats what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin your name
我轉過身在地板上找到槍上了膛
Its no wonder you cant go to sleep, just take another pill
朝著我的腦袋喊著死吧阿姆扣下板機
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
天空變暗我的生命消逝我本要乘的飛機墜落化為灰燼
I hear applause, all this time I couldnt see
這時我醒來鬧鐘在響有鳥在歡唱
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
這是春天海莉在外面盪鞦韆我徑直走向金去吻她
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
告訴她我想她海莉笑了並與她的小妹妹交換眼色
Put it to my brain and scream 'die Shady' and pump it
就像在說
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷
Thats when I wake up, alarm clocks ringin, theres birds singin
當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
Its Spring and Hailies outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
要知道我在低頭看著你微笑
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
我什麼感覺都沒有所以寶貝不要難過
Almost as if to say..
笑著回應就行

當我走了繼續堅持著不要哀傷
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
當每次你聽到我的聲音高興起來
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
要知道我在低頭看著你微笑
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
我什麼感覺都沒有所以寶貝不要難過
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
笑著回應就行
Just smile back
And when Im gone, just carry on, dont mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that Im looking down on you smiling
And I didnt feel a thing, So baby dont feel no pain
Just smile back...