I can't look at you

Seaport in the summer
盛夏的海港邊
The waiter pours me wine
服務員給我倒酒
You compliment my sweater
你對我的外套贊不絕口
I think I got that shit online
但我在網絡上有些麻煩
You told me that you're sober
你說你本來很清醒
But get high with your friends
但和好友呆久得上頭了
You said that you were younger, and substance pulled you under
你說你還年紀輕輕卻被物質連累
I should have known how this would end
我早該料到這結局

Well it's alright, if you lie to me
好吧沒事就算你對我說謊
And I don't see through
我也無法看穿
Why would I assume?
為何我會猜想
That you're playing me, for a ****ing fool
你將我像個傻瓜般玩弄
I'm not in the mood
我現在心情很糟
Now I can't look at you
不能再直視你了

Somehow I can't remember
我莫名忘記
If you're even alive
你是否還存於我腦海
Thank god we're not together
幸虧我們沒在一起
Nobody asks if you're alright
也沒人問你近況
I let friends go, I made enemies
朋友關係破裂演變為仇敵
But never like this, now you're dead to me
從未遇到這種情況如今你不復存在
I blocked your cellphone and your handle
我拉黑了你的手機號和你的暱稱
I think it's over, I think it cancels
我想一切都結束了和你再沒瓜葛了
Your dad called me, when we last spoke
你父親來電我們上回聊天
He asked about you, that's a bad joke
他詢問到你時講著冷笑話
I should have left you, a little sooner
我就應該早點離你而去
Now that's humour
現在看來就是笑話

When you say that it's alright, if you lie to me
當你說好吧沒事就算是謊言
And I don't see through
我也無法看穿
Why would I assume?
為何我會猜想
That you're playing me, for a ****ing fool
你將我像個傻瓜般玩弄
I'm not in the mood
我現在心情很糟
Now I can't look at you
不能再直視你了