never getting back up

Walking down the road
I've been here to often
Looking at my phone
All the **** you're posting
Could you keep it down, yeah
You make me so exhausted
My heart was beating fine
Now it's almost stopping
Cards are out
My stakes are all empty now
All these doubts
I need to figure out
Would you ever really walk away from this?
I'm tryna figure out what i can forget
'Cause i'm so sick of falling in love, yeah
And never getting back up
Never getting back what i started with
My heart is tearing up, losing bits for bits
I'm so sick of falling in love, yeah
And never getting back up
Never getting back up
Will you see behind the cards?
Apathy with all these scars, yeah
I'll never tell you what i've been through
I'll never trust someone so sinful
Will you look at me, the way i used to look at you?
Turn and walk away girl
Or stay in heaven for a day
Would you ever really walk away from this?
I'm tryna figure out what i can forget
'Cause i'm so sick of falling in love, yeah
And never getting back up
Never getting back what i started with
My heart is tearing up, losing bits for bits
I'm so sick of falling in love, yeah
And never getting back up
Never getting back up
Never getting back up
Never getting back up
Never getting back up