stronger than i was

You used to say that
你常常說
I'd never be nothing without you
沒有你，我啥都不是
And I believe I'm striding the roads
我堅信我在大步向前
I guess I can't breathe
我猜我不能呼吸
Just lay here with me, baby
那就和我躺在這裡吧，寶貝
hold me please
請抱著我
And I beg and I plead, drop to knees
我一次次乞求，甚至下跪
And I cry and I'd scream, baby
我留著淚，我哀嚎著，寶貝
please don't leave
請不要離開我
Snatch the keys from your hand
我從你手裡拿走鑰匙
I would squeeze and you'd laugh
我會捏你的臉，你會笑
And you'd tease
你將會笑我，那麼激動
you're just fvcking with me
你肯定是在開玩笑
And you must hate me
你肯定會恨我
Why do you date me if you say I make you sick?
如果你覺得我讓你不適，為什麼你還要和我約會？
And you've had enough of me
你已經受夠我了
I smother you
我會扼住你的喉嚨
I'm 'bout to jump off the edge
然後我將跳下懸崖
But you won't break me
但你不會擊垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你讓我變得更強大
Before I let you
在我讓你
I bet you I'll be just fine without you
我打賭我將更好，如果沒有你
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
即使我跌倒了，我也不會崩潰
I'll get back up and uhhh
然後我會站起來
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fvck you
當我你的時候，我仍然謙遜
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因為我已經更加強大
A beautiful face is all that you had
你只有好看的外表
Cause on the inside you're ugly, man
你的內心無比醜陋，伙計
But you're all that I love
但是，你是我愛的人
Aggressed, you can't leave
你不能離開
Please stay here with me, baby
請留著這裡陪我，寶貝
hold me please
抱著我
And I'd beg and I plead, drop to knees
我一次次乞求，甚至下跪
And I'd cry and I'd scream, baby
我留著淚，我哀嚎著，寶貝
please don't leave
請不要離開
Cause you left and you took everything I had left
因為失去你，我就失去了一切
And left nothing, nothing for me
什麼都沒有剩下，一無所有
So please don't wake me from this dream, baby
所以請不要把我從夢中叫醒，寶貝
We're still together in my head
在我腦海裡，我們還在一起
And you're still in love with me
你還愛著我
Till I woke up to discover that that dream was dead
直到我醒來發現那個夢已經破滅
But you won't break me
但你不會擊垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你讓我變得更強大
Before I let you
在我讓你
I bet you I' ll be just fine without you
我打賭我將更好，如果沒有你
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
即使我跌倒了，我也不會崩潰
I' ll get back up and uhhh
然後我會站起來
And I'mma still be humble when I scream f**k you
當我你的時候，我仍然謙遜
Cause I' m stronger than I was
因為我已經更加強大
You walked out, I almost died
你走了，我差點死了
It was almost a homicide
這是謀殺
that you caused cause I was so traumatized
這是你造成的，你造成的精神創傷
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
感覺就像坐了很長時間的公交車
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
如果沒有你，我選擇離開世界
Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
我不知道我喝醉多少次，哭過多少次
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh
獨自回到房間，打開收音機，然後躲起來
We were Bonnie and Clyde
我們曾是邦妮和克萊德
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I
但，在你內心深處，你是哲基爾與海德一世
Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
我覺得我們的關係就是個謊言
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
你和我，為什麼我認為只有騎和死？
Cause if you could've took my life you would've
因為你如果可以，你就會帶走我的生命
It's like you put a knife to my chest
就像你把刀子放在我的胸口
and pushed it right through to the
用力的推它，直到穿透
Other side of my pack and stuck aspike, too, should've
在我的另一邊，你也釘上長釘
Put up more of a fight, but I couldn't at the time
我本應該更加堅強，但是當時我做不到
No one could hurt me like you could've
沒有人可以像你那樣傷害我
Take you back now, what's the likelihood of that
回到現在的的可能性是多少？
Bite me, bitch, chewing on a nineteen footer
咬我吧，，吃19英尺高的我
Cause this morning I finally stood up
因為我今天早晨終於站起來了
Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the
抬起了我的下巴，終於在我身上顯示出了生命的跡象
First time since you left me
你離開我後的第一次
and left me with nothing but shattered dreams
給我留下的只有破碎的夢想
And a life we could've had and we could've been
我們本可以擁有我們本可以擁有的生活
But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
但我正在擺脫這種消沉
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
再一次把自己從鬱悶中拉出來
I'm getting up once and for all, fvck this s**t
我要永遠的地站起來，別打擾我
I'mma be late for the pity party
同情我的派對要遲到了
But you're never gonna beat me
但你永遠也打不敗我
to the fvcking punch again
你再來一拳
Took it on the chin like a champ so
我像個冠軍一樣承受住了，所以
don't lump me in with the chumpy ends
別把我和那些矮墩墩的人混為一談
I'm done being your punching bag
我受夠了當你的出氣筒了
It was the November 31st today
今天是11月31日
would've been our anniversary
本應是我們的周年紀念
Two years, but you left on the first of May
兩年了，但你五月一日就走了
I wrote it on the calender, was gonna call
我寫在日曆上了，準備打電話給你
but couldn't think of the words to say
但又想不出該說什麼
But it came to me just now
但我剛想到的
so I put 'em in a verse to lay
所以我把它們編成一首詩來唱
And I thank you cause you
我感謝你，因為你
made me a better person than I was
讓我變得比以前更好
ButI hate you cause you drained me
但我恨你，因為你抽乾了我
I gave you all, you gave me none
我給了你一切，你卻什麼都沒給我
But if you blame me, you're crazy
但如果你怪我，那你瘋了
And after all that's said and done
說了那麼多，做了那麼多
I 'm still angry, yeah, I maybe
我還在生氣，也許吧
I may never trust someone
我可能永遠不會相信任何人
But you won't break me
但你不會擊垮我的
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只會讓我變得比以前更強大
Before I let you
在我讓你
I bet you I'll be just fine without you
我跟你打賭，沒有你我也會過得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
即使我跌倒了，我也不會崩潰
I'll get back up and uhhh
然後我會站起來
And I'mma still be humble when I scream f**k you
當我你的時候，我仍然謙遜
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因為我已經更加強大