Is It Just Me

Oh I can feel it Like a halo
Keep on repeating
Watch the story go round
Yeah I can tell by now
4 A.M comes around again
And Im still by myself
I thought that we left things clean and over
We steered past all the other shit, didnt we know?
Six months recovering now Im still here
Compulsively checking my phone
I call you up, call you up
I wish I had some self control
But then I dont
Is it just me?
Lying awake at night
Is it just me?
Whose chest feels a little bit tight
I know been a long time coming
Since I felt like feeling something
So is it just me?
Lying awake at night
Im getting tired Of fighting myself
My brain is wired Like a carousel
Is it messing you up like its messing me up
I think Ive had enough of this for now
I know our times run out
I thought that we left things clean and over
We steered past all the other shit, didnt we know?
Six months recovering now Im still here
Compulsively checking my phone
I call you up, call you up
I wish I had some self control
But then I dont
Is it just me?
Lying awake at night
Is it just me?
Whose chest feels a little bit tight
I know been a long time coming
Since I felt like feeling something
So is it just me?
Lying awake at night
I thought that we left things clean and over
We steered past all the other shit, didnt we know?
Six months recovering now Im still here
Compulsively checking my phone
I call you up, call you up
I wish I had some self control
But then I dont
Is it just me?
Lying awake at night
Is it just me?
Whose chest feels a little bit tight
I know been a long time coming
Since I felt like feeling something
So is it just me?
Lying awake at night