Pillow Man

Ive spent about ten years tryna work on my craft
Tryna save this hip-hop shit and disperse of the trash
But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses
Ive trashed
Were meant to benefit my future,
Im uncertain it has
I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash
Cuz as soon as
I became a brand my own purpose was smashed
Im feelin nervous in fact,
I got no urges to rap
I dont think my fucking life can get more worthless than that
I see these niggas blowing up, who never do got the proper game
Niggas who fucking suck,
Gucci and
Wacka Flocka
Flame Niggas who makin bucks, someone tell me
Im not insane
Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a bitch ass nigga and rob his chain
Dang! I thought
I had it figured out
See I panic and
I pout, yo
Ive had it man,
Im out God damn it, this shits a clout
Im the baddest thing no doubt
But my madness is about to turn me manic til
I shout [Hook]
How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me
Wont somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep
Ill be in your dream
Maybe Im the
Pillow Man, maybe
Im the Pillow
Man Ill be in your dream
Maybe Im the
Pillow Man, maybe
Im the Pillow
Man Ill be in your dream [Verse 2]
You all assume
Im evil, but actually
Im so nice
Ive always been the lover boy like practically my whole life
Unhappy here with no wife, dont ask me
I dont know why
Im livin life without no type of strategy to go by
I knew a bitch who
I would go pick up when the day starts
A bitch whod even like to watch me skate at the skate park
A bitch who
I was making out with up in the graveyard
The same bitch who went and left my ass with a slayed heart
She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin clubs and poppin bottles
Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of cock yo
The biggest slut from
Loveland Colorado
Fuck a ho thats
Hopsins motto my heart is vacant, you knock its hollow
She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside
Her vagina then he just split and messed up her fuckin life
Now she hits me up and
I say, 'Go suck a nut, goodbye'
All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply [Hook] [Verse 3]
To live a decent life what all is it take
I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place
And Im a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break
And just involve me to hate
Im in a nauseous state
And shit it probably is fake but whos in control of it me or god
Is he the cause of why am
I here the reasons odd
Im broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads
But yall dont see the flaws
I code it up to keep it raw
And mcs whos got the most talent in this whole planet
Dont ever get recognized when they dope at it
So they go back to the block hustlin and dope addicts
Some niggas got the effect and some niggas dont have it
Yo Im at my last tears cuz everytime
I think Im not the matrix
I get sucked right back in
But man Im hopin things will change and the soul in me remains
Cuz the talent that
Ive got is way too cold to be contained [Bridge]
No, no What did
I do to deserve this?
No, no I dont even have a purpose
No, no What did
I do to deserve this?
No, no I dont even have a purpose [Hook]