How It Is

I should be the one that you choose
我應該是你的唯一選擇
But Im in a different mood
可是現在我的心情煩雜
Im rolling around breaking rules
我掙脫束縛踽踽獨行
Snakes in my head like Medusa
頭上盤蛇如同美杜莎
Dammit I thought that I knew ya
心裡壓抑我不知所措
But you were just showing me crew love
殘缺不全的愛你將它給予
So I hesitate with the new love
猶豫不決的我卻無從下手
Cause Im just afraid I could lose it all
所以我害怕就此失去所有

我願意為你傾盡所有
I could do a million good things
可你卻忍心看我下墜
You only see me when I fall, damn
但就是如此這就是我們擁有的生活
But thats just how it is, thats just how we live
有時將我推倒有時給我安慰
They might shut me down, might give me a kiss
你知道嗎總有一些方式解決問題
Do you know it feels some type of way
你可知曉我的心似玻璃碎落一地
Cause you know that my heart gon break
隱隱寒意襲擊心房
It feels some type of cool
總在你獨自離開之時
When youre out here on your own
但事實如此這就是我們擁有的生活
But thats just how it is, thats just how we live
有時候別人都在批判我

有時候別人都會愛護我
Sometimes I think everyone judging me
有時候其他人令我心煩
Sometimes I think everyone loving me
有時候沒人會理會獨留空房的我
Sometimes I think everything bugging me
你在說什麼呢為什麼會想到我
Sometimes I think nobody **** with me
為什麼你突如其來使我經受不住
Is you ****in with me just to **** with me?
耐心的與我廢話為什麼要關心我
Why you hit me all of the suddenly?
你回答只想與我保持聯繫
Asking me **** like whats up with me
天這樣的話怎麼辦好
So you can say you keep in touch with me
我不想沒朋友我僅僅要輛奔馳
Damn, if thats how it is
決心懲罰一切擋道的傢伙
I dont want no friends, I just want a Benz
風吹過他們化為烏有
Haters in my crosswalk just to be offence
這讓我想起了過去
Blowing lames off, now they blowing in the wind
它告誡我不要回來
This reminds me of way back then
不要重新踏入黑暗
Said Id never make it way back then
不要再次墮入深淵
They was hella jaded way back then
我願意為你傾盡所有
Hella jaded way back then, fall
可你卻忍心看我下墜

但就是如此這就是我們擁有的生活
I could do a million good things
有時將我推倒有時給我安慰
You only see me when I fall, damn
你知道嗎總有一些方式解決問題
But thats just how it is, thats just how we live
你可知曉我的心似玻璃碎落一地
They might shut me down, might give me a kiss
隱隱寒意襲擊心房
And you know it feels some type of way
總在你獨自離開之時
Cause you know that my heart gon break
但事實如此這就是我們擁有的生活
It feels some type of cool
When youre out here on your own
But thats just how it is, thats just how we live