Hell

I havent been myself havent been myself for eleven days and twenty one hours
I could really use some advice now
Pouring myself into work thinking bout going to church anything not to give more power
To the voice in my head saying I messed up
I know the good book says
Hell is a place you might get sent to once youre dead
But I know
My eyes are closed but my hearts wide open
My hearts wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive in the ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell aint no place under the ground
Its the feeling not having you around
I havent seen my smile havent seen my smile not sure if my face still does it
All there is is emptiness inside
You were my north star I shouldve followed but my eyes wandered away from it
Now the best I can do is waste time
I know the good book says
Heaven is meant for those who cherish the gifts they get
But I know
My eyes are closed but my hearts wide open
My hearts wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive in the ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell aint no place under the ground
Its the feeling not having you around
Oh no, oh no
I know the good book says
Hell is a place you might get sent to once youre dead
But I know
My eyes are closed but my hearts wide open
My hearts wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive inthe ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell aint no place under the ground
Its the feeling not having you around
No hell aint no place under the ground no no
Its the feeling Im feeling right now
Its not a place, its a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell yeah
Its not a place, its a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
Its not a place, its a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
Its not a place, its a feeling (and oh what a feeling)
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
Its not a place (its not a place), its a feeling
And oh what a feeling (yeah)
I want you to know that hell
Its not a place (was never a place), its a feeling (oh what a feeling)
And oh what a feeling (yeah)
I want you to know that hell
Its not a place, its a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell