Bad at Being Broken

I cry a lot at 1AM and tell nobody
But Im who my friends go to when they are struggling
And I say I want to see the world but Im scared to fly
I dont believe in zodiacs and then I blame it on my sign
And I love comedy but the irony is
No ones laughing when its you the punchline hits
Im my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite
The jokes on me, it always is
Im not even good enough to be damaged goods
Im even bad at being broken
Im my own best enemy and worst hypocrite
Im used to feeling out of place, so its okay if you cant relate
Dont feel good enough to even be called damaged goods and
Im even bad at being broken
Wish you called me more but I never call back
Tell everyone to relax then have a panic attack
An extrovert who suffers with social anxiety
Act like I dont care what you think but I need you to like me
And I love comedy but the irony is
No ones laughing when its you the punchline hits
Im my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite
The jokes on me, it always is
Im not even good enough to be damaged goods
Im even bad at being broken
I believe in everybody except me
I hide away when Im in pain but still want you to save me
I lie about what Im thinking, cause I dont even know where to start
And I would never hurt your feelings, but then I tear myself apart
And I love comedy but the irony is
No ones laughing when its you the punchline hits
Im my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite
The jokes on me, it always is
Im not even good enough to be damaged goods
Im even bad at being broken