...and to those i love, thanks for sticking around

Romeo da Black Rose
風流浪子的黑色玫瑰
Take me home
帶我回家
Take me home
帶我回家
It's the one place I can rest in peace
這是我唯一可以安息的地方
Turn off my phone
關掉手機
So many messages I wish I could just delete
那麼多條信息我只希望把它們刪掉
Questioning my existence
質疑我的存在
Questioning my decisions
陽世上真正沒味
Burning down all the bridges
燒毀所有的橋樑
Dig a moat
挖一條護城河
Now I'm finished
現在我完了
Sorry don't want you to visit, no
對不起，不想讓你去，不
One last pic and I 'll be gone
最後一張照片我就走了
Make it count
留個紀念
Put the flash on
打開閃光燈
Never really felt like I belonged
從未真正感受到我的歸屬地
So I'll be on my way
正在通往陰間路上
And I won't be long
不會太久
I 'll be dead by dawn
拂曉之前我就會死去
I'll be dead by dawn
再也沒有明天
I'll be dead by dawn
獲罪於天
I'll be dead by dawn
身首異處
Scrolling through my texts
翻動著手機文本
**** I left unread
但是並沒有讀
Never trying to deal with it
從未去面對它
There's bliss up in my ignorance
我的無知是幸福的
10 **** dealers
10個有狠的D
Ex want me to see her
前任想要我去見她
Can't trust her
不能相信她
Don't believe her
無法信任她
Reply turn into a needle
再次拾起針頭
Don't wanna do it again
不想一而再再而三
Got **** I'm not trying to relive
有女人但是不想回味
Head ****ed up and I'm sick
腦袋壞掉我無藥可救
These old habits will kill me quick
這些老朋友會要我的命
Quicker than I can blink
比我眨眼還快
Quicker than I can think
電光火石之間
Lift me up
把我抬起來
Don't want to sink
不想沉下去
Pour me up
給我倒上
I need a drink
我需要喝酒
What the f*ck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
我滿腦子都是破滅我他嗎要怎麼做
I done dug myselfmy own grave in this hole
我給自己挖好了墳墓
Kill me slow, slow
慢慢的讓我睡去
Curtains close low
窗簾低垂
F *ck
幹
I don't see what's the point of going on
我不知道繼續下去有什麼意義
No
毫無意義