Fall 2017 (What If?)

Im sorry I
抱歉我
I fell off the face of the earth
我失踪了
I just needed а little bit of space to be hurt
我只是需要一點空間來承受傷痛

Cuz I dont remember who
因為我不記得屬於
Who I was before I was yours
屬於你之前的我姓甚名誰
And Im scared of feeling better
我畏懼感覺好轉
Itll just make it worse
只會適得其反

And I met somebody new
我結識了新朋友
I think she likes me quite а lot
我覺得她很喜歡我
But I dont think youd like her
但我想你不會願意見到她
Shes too over the top
她太過極端

But I think its really charming
但我覺得那真的很迷人
Falls asleep right in my arms
在我懷裡睡著
The problem is you burned a giant hole right in my heart
問題在於我的心因你灼燒為你悵然若失

Will anybody ever make me feel the way
會否有人予我似曾相識之感
You did when I first met you in fall of 2017?
重現2017年的秋天初見你時的難忘?
Will anybody ever make me feel alive
會否有人煥然我生機
Or will I feel this dead until the day I really die?
抑或直至真正死去的那一天我會否覺內裡死寂一片?
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
(Ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh)

What if nobody loves me again
要是沒有人再愛我該如何
What if Im all alone in the end
若到頭來我還是孤身一人該如何
Was I foolish to let your heart escape from my hands
我讓你的心從我的手中逃走是否愚蠢至極
What If nobody loves me again the way you did
若沒有人再像你那樣愛我該如何是好

Did I mistake our anniversary for an expiration date
是我將我們的周年紀念日當成了大限之日
Or am I just lonely
抑或我只是寂寞而已?

What if?
若是……?