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vocal：lil tjay<20/20>
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I make it for fun
我只是鬧著玩的
and I Don't really care if she did me so wrong
如果她不愛我我也覺得無傷大雅
see my love is a ward
我的愛就是病毒
if I Love her I if let it spread every corner
如果我真的愛她我會讓其充滿每一個角落
everywhere is my spots
每個地方都有我的據點
in the block send you clean shot if you try to send me to the court
我會把你處理乾淨在你處理我之前
I won't let them see your blood bitch
我不會讓他們發現一點蛛絲馬跡
go to hell before you start to speak out any word bitch
在你話還沒說完之前就下地獄吧

staying 100 percent conscious while I am awake
我清醒的時候便會保持百分之一百清醒
being trapped in my school I was feeling shame
初三被校暴我只覺得自己挺沒用的
sink into dark lil man used to see his mama pray
在黑暗中只能聽到母親的祈禱
shit to falling love leave a scar being filled of pain
第一次戀愛就被上了一課
and I don't have to escape
現在我也懶得逃避了
man you will see your blood bitch and I try to make it everywhere
如果有人對我不利他也沒好果汁吃
yeah I don't mean to flip it
我也不太想翻那些舊事
lil Bitxh take your self when you in somewhere to lurk me
你在窺探我的時候請先保護好你自己

last year I was feeling better cause I waked
去年我進入NPC感覺一切都很順利
I was stucking with the world thinking what I cazed
不過我開始對這個世界的種種惡行而感到疑惑
this year often dream to give her wedding ring
今年我想她應該就是我未來的她了
but I have done it so wrong feeling all my sin
不過我總是犯蠢又把罪惡強加於自身
there is no need to get me out of my zone
其實沒有必要讓自己脫離狀態
feeling so weak when it getting cold
儘管在寒冷面前顯得弱不禁風
things don't go like what I say it so
很多事情確實不在我的掌控之下
I don't mind to be so
不過我也不介意
I don't mind to be so lonely
變得孤獨
can anybody hear my emotions feel the same
是否有人能和我產生共鳴
now she seems to be so worried
也許她開始擔心了
cuz I don't need to be so cautious no feeling shame
因為我已經做事已經沒那麼小心謹慎

I want to forget this
我挺想忘記以前的事的
bad btich yeah she want to preserve it
之前那個她似乎還想釣我
I can stay cold I won't let it hurt me
我也不在乎他人看法了我覺得其實很多人都是shab
I was being drunk blurt out all these danm Shit
沒有邏輯可能是我喝醉的時候寫的詞
they under my heart but the shit is shifting
那些埋藏在我心底的事也都淡忘了
those things I don 't know how to deal with
還剩下一些可能我還無法處理的問題
run away cuz the feeling try to kill me
想逃避確實有時候很想放棄
my heart only shining while it blazing
只有自我燃燒的時候我的心才會發光
face to face I have done that sh*t no escaping
就像現在這樣我不再去逃避

I make it for fun
我只是鬧著玩的
and I Don't really care if she did me so wrong
如果她不愛我我也覺得無傷大雅
see my love is a ward
我的愛就是病毒
if I Love her I if let it spread every corner
如果我真的愛她我會讓其充滿每一個角落
everywhere is my spots
每個地方都有我的據點
in the block send you clean shot if you try to send me to the court
我會把你處理乾淨在你處理我之前
I won't let them see your blood bitch
我不會讓他們發現一點蛛絲馬跡
go to hell before you start to speak out any word bitch
在你話還沒說完之前就下地獄吧

I just want my name to be around when I ain't here (Oh, oh, oh)，
當我不在這時只想我的名字威懾四方，
Livin' in the moment, but I want this **** for years，
活在當下吧但我想要這樣很久了，
They like, 'Tjay, bro, you made it', I still feel like I ain't there ，
他們都說哥們你做到了但我遠覺得不夠，
A lot of *****s hated, I said，
有很多人不服我說，
'** ** it, I don't care 'cause I'm takin' off'，
去你的老子不在乎因為我事業高飛猛進，
I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off，
我直接開掛事業蒸蒸日上，
I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off，
我直接開掛事業蒸蒸日上，
I'ma soon be the greatest, huh，
很快我就漸入佳境，
I'ma soon be the greatest，
很快就是最頂的，
What did they did not say, dick suckin' crazy，
還有什麼他們沒說的那便是'這小子瘋了吧'，
Everybody tryna beef for clout like it's wavy，
每個人都想引起挑釁來蹭點熱度，
Guess I'm just too real, I stood solid, how they made me，
想不到我腳踏實地如此之硬看他們是怎樣成就我的，
I can never be a goofy ***** if they paid me，
我也不會犯傻他們是否看得起，
Songs too heat now, everything is wavy，
我的歌如今小有名氣一切都受牽動著，
Lot of *****s think it's competition, they amaze me，
很多人覺著這是比賽真讓我吃驚，
I was goin' downhill, jail kinda saved me，
我曾經歷低谷牢獄有點拯救了我(因搶劫罪被關押過1年多也聲稱那段時間是他寫歌能力頂峰時期)，
Gotta keep the hard work, ain't no gettin' lazy ，
我要繼續苦苦耕耘絕不會懈怠，
Smokin' opposition kinda sorta got me dazy，
不給我吸幾口煙我感到有點暈眩，
Think you'd last a day up in my shoes, a ***** trade me，
你以為能在我位置上堅守一天那我們交換試試吧，
*****, I need a billion in blues like I'm JAY-Z，
我要賺一個億就像我是Jay-Z，
Huh, R.I.P. to Mavy，
願我祖母安息(祖母Mavy對他的生活有重要影響)，
*****, I'm cookin' up, got the sauce like it's gravy，
婊砸我正風生水起噪音來得為之輕易，
If you want a feature, get your money right and pay me，
要是你想合作一首的話投資我就最正確不過，
Still, when the time come, it might be a maybe，
當時機來臨一切都有可能，
It depend on the type of record that you gon' play me，
這也取決於你給我放的唱片類型，
I can't do a wack verse, industry betrayed me，
從勤奮程度來說我寫不出蹩腳的歌，
Every time you hear my name, you know I'm goin' crazy，
每次你聽到我的名字你就會知道我賊溜，
Really, I'm a trench kid, SB reallymade me，
我是戰壕長大的孩子街區成就了我(South Bronx南布朗克斯Lil Tjay出生的街區)，
Really had the same goal and dream since a baby (Ooh-ooh-ooh )，
從小就對我的目標和夢想始終如一，
I just want my name to be around when I ain't here.
當我不在這時只想我名字流芳百世，