resentment (new feelings version)

[Madi Diaz]
I feel loved, darling, I feel used
親愛的我曾擁有過愛卻也被利用過
Nobody makes me feel the way you do
沒有人給我同你一樣的感受
And sometimes I, sometimes I, sometimes I just can't stand it
有時候我就是難以忍受
Isn't that just the thing about us?
這難道不應只是我們二人之間的事嗎
I'm still thinking you could be the one
至今我依舊把你是做我的唯一
But you're always, you're always, you're always taking me for granted
但你總把我為你付出的一切視作當然

I got something I gotta get off of my chest
有些事我必須向你傾訴
I've been staying up while you're sleeping in my bed
可每每因此徹夜難眠時你卻在一旁睡得安詳
[Madi Diaz and Waxahatchee]
I don't hate you, babe, it's worse than that
親愛的我並非恨你卻比恨意來得更猛烈
'Cause you hurt me and I don't react
你深深傷了我我卻已然麻木
I've been building up this thing for months
無數個日月漸漸累積
Oh, resentment
這怨恨無從排解
[Waxahatchee]
You say you know me like you know yourself
我比你更了解你自己
But there's a part of you that you can't help
一部分的你甚是冷漠
And you say you can't do it, just do it
你說你做不到那就這一次好嗎
Just do it for my sake, ooh
看在我的面子上
It's a shame knowing we could be good
我們本可以更好
That you could treat me better if you really wanted to
若你願意能待我更好
And if you can't do it for my sake, do it for our sake
倘若這都不行那邊看在你我多年的情分上可好
[Madi Diaz and Waxahatchee]
I don't hate you, babe, it's worse than that
親愛的我並非恨你卻比恨意來得更猛烈
'Cause you hurt me and I don't react
你深深傷了我我卻已然麻木
I've been building up this thing for months
無數個日月漸漸累積
Oh, resentment
這怨恨無從排解

Oh, I don't know how to leave or to stay
我不知該何去何從
So I've been talking tostrangers
只能去與陌路人傾訴
'Cause I can't talk to you anymore that way
再也無從與你交談哪怕片刻
Did I let you down? 'Cause you let me down
你會因而失望麼？你卻已經令我失望了
But you would never say that you let me down
可你又承諾過不會令我失望
But you let me down, and you let me down
如今真是可笑

I don't hate you, babe, it's worse than that
親愛的我並非恨你卻比恨意來得更猛烈
'Cause you hurt me and I don' t react
你深深傷了我我卻已然麻木
I've been building up this thing for months
無數個日月漸漸累積
Oh, resentment
這怨恨無從排解