remember the bad things

I'm neither a wolf nor a sheep
But I know which one I'd rather be
I only kill for the trophy
I'll always cherish my times in Berlin
Budapest is my phantom limb
I've been granted so many gifts
Why do I only remember the bad things?

Why do I remember?
Why do I remember?

Behind the dark clouds skies are clear
I see you in my fever dreams
Not gonna' kill without mercy
I'll always cherish my times in Berlin
Budapest is my phantom limb
Let the dam break, the sorrow flood in
Why do I only remember the bad things?

Why do I remember?
Why do I remember?