No Name(2019)

作詞：高爾宣OSN
作曲：高爾宣OSN
編曲：Skot Suyama 陶山

Is that it?
I'm askin
這我的命
I'm living my dreams 終於成了名
好像認得快樂但我不再認得鏡子
多了太多恨的影子
內在生了病

I'm lost , I know
Still tryna find my door
但我還在琢磨該怎麼辦才夠
My arms were cold
I lost my mind my soul
I need answers
But I'll never get to know

No name 過了兩個年
Now they know the name 得謝陶山謝和弦
我看著鏡子不再懷疑裡面那個人
不再妄想變身平凡人變深的只有黑眼圈

Why?
得到最眷戀的卻感到最倦怠
我該要開心的尤其是現在
But I felt guilt in this fame
Don't know what to do
有太多歌手比我更值得你的關注

原本的成就感都因此變質崩壞
So I just 分享大家的音樂在限時動態
但我卻還沒感到一點釋懷
what the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm so tired to think

當你還停留在原地
沒人會剎洨你
And when you finally made it 大家都巴著你
所有的新聞話題討論全都繞著你
但別人比我更需要Man this shut ugly

I'd rather be a no name
Cuz I don't rlly want no money want no fame
想等到那一天這個圈子能真的多點包容少點誤解
I'd rather be a no name
我只希望生活能夠簡單點
想等到那一天沒人指指點點who's the realist mothafuka breathin

像騎著腳踏車上高速公路
這風速
This fuckin path 注定要窮途末路
要確定you gotta keep your main thing
Don't focus on the fame nor the pain
Goddammit I don't know.

Now they all hatin on me
Present day I'm walking lonely
Now, where's your friends at？
當你真的需要他們
我嘲笑過去都把他們全都當成家人

It's funny how people see things
好像名利權勢代表著好心情
他們看不到光線背後的陰影
在台上笑著
但我心底知道為什麼有那麼多的藝人都生病

當我越接近我的夢卻也同時越接近失眠
矛盾的想法對立的世界衝突的邊緣
When I said I made it
Yea that's great..
There's no more meaning
What do I do it for?
I think I need more reasons

I'd rather be a no name
Cuz I don't rlly want no money want no fame
想等到那一天這個圈子能真的多點包容少點誤解
I'd rather be a no name
我只希望生活能夠簡單點
想等到那一天沒人指指點點who's the realist mothafuka breathin
Cuz all you ain't