Rely on Me

Yea, yea...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me
Ill never let me...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me
Ill never let me down... down, down, down, down
Ill never let me down
So I choose to rely on me, Ill never let me...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me , yea
Look, I spit the truth in the booth, no lie
So believe when I say that Ive cried some nights
All on my own in my room and Im thinking
Why did I choose this life its deep
Where did it all go wrong, please tell me
I remember, and it feels like just the other day when my life was peaceful
Sitting on a wall in Stroudy
Now a few years later, Im a little bit older, wised up, that much stronger
My mum thinks that Im wasting time, Im folding man, I cant handle the pressure
And Ive been a star from school, so Ive gotta maintain the cool
If not then I get labeled a wasteman, somebody help me son Im gunna fall
Its a normal ting I find myself in the mixup
And its all cause I touch mics, all cause they call me Stryde or Stryder
All cause I came up with Ruffsquad, Rascal and Tiger
If I roll to a next endz, Im bound to run into a next breh
Cause Im hype hype this year, but they aint gunna move me
Not while Im here, not this year
Im not letting them take the piss here, Im tryin to blow like Wretch here
But man are still tryin to hold me back like wait there
Man get busy like roach on a biscuit
Look, all this hype cause I MC and all I wanna do is make mad p
Look, is this really worth it, this life is far from perfect
Pain inside, but Im cool on the surface, cause the click aint tight no more
Some friends cant look me in the eye no more
Its hurting but I dont cry no more
I put my boy on my mix cd and all he could say is 'My name aint on it'
Rar, thats the thanks I get, mind and next time well see whos on it
Even my boys think Im ma******ng with ps so Im not even shocked by the war on the streets
And they think that Stryders nice and the jack move goons keep plotting on me
Little did they know that my dough aint there yet
Im nice with the flow but Im not quite there yet
Thats why Im a +Star In The Hood+ cause they think Ive burst when I aint even blown yet
Aint it aint even ending there these random questions Im facing bare
Like 'Why didnt Rascal sign you? Why not Ruffsquad, Why Newham Generals? '
Im like, 'Business is business, plus he dont owe me nuttin'
All these questions, I aint got answers, what do I look like his brain or something?
Stop asking if its all cool, cause all I can do is speak frommy side
And its still all love round East side, most of the mandem are still on your side
It was only a few years back, they had the strongest team its a fact
Now look Ive done my first album, no features from Rascal or Wiley, its ******...
Yea, its real talk man, realness man, like...
I had to say what I had to say man ...
Get me man, its all love, still...
Yea, Im signing out, Im out, Im out, Im out, Im out...
Yea, yea...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me
Ill never let me...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me
Ill never let me down... down, down, down, down
Ill never let me down
So I choose to rely on me, Ill never let me...
My life is deep, everydays like constant greif
And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me
Ill never let me down
Ill never let me down
Ill never let me down