already tired

I just woke up
我剛睜開了我睡眼惺忪的眼
And Im already tired
但我依然感到疲憊
Feel sick from my head down to my stomach
全身上下沒有一處能夠讓我感到輕鬆
The longer I stay in bed
我在被窩裡的癱的越久
Forget what I said
就總會忘記過我所說過的話
About all the goals I met
還有那些我已經完成了的目標
They dont mean a thing to me anymore
但是那些東西對於我來說就像身外之物沒有任何意義
I know thats bad
我知道這糟糕透了
But you dont have to tell me that
但你不必告訴我那些我已經知道的
I already know
我已經明白了
Im too hard on myself
我對我自己太過於苛刻
Im stubborn to ask for help
我固執地尋求幫助
When its offered
當它向我伸出援手時
I swear that Im doing
我發誓我會的
Oh so well
這感覺不錯
Then push them away, yeah
把壓力置於腦後
I just woke up
我剛睜開了我睡眼惺忪的眼
But I wish that I didnt
但我希望我沒有
I havent ate in a while
我好久沒吃東西了
But the kitchen feels so far
但廚房對我來說感覺太遠了
I hear your car
我聽到你的汽車聲
Are you already leaving?
你正打算離我遠去嗎
Its two in the afternoon
現在是下午兩點
I should get up soon, I know
我知道我該起床了
You dont have to tеll me that
你沒必要告訴我那些
I already know I nevеr
我已經知道的東西
****ing changed
一切都變了
I know that Im not alone
我知道我不孤獨
But it feels like I am
這個感覺就好像我
I ****ing hate my brain
在厭惡我該死的大腦
So push me away, yeah
糟心的玩意置於腦後
Just push me away
讓它們離我遠點