not today (Pluto tapes)

Ive given up in finding love
我已放棄尋找愛情
Not for good but for now
但如今情況未有好轉
Need to buffer my heart
我的心需要緩緩
Need to calibrate, need to calibrate my heart
我的心需要安慰一下
Need some time to just be me
我需要一點時間來做我自己
Eating pounds of cheap ice cream
吃幾磅的便宜冰淇淋
Haven't showered in a week
我一星期都沒洗澡了
And I am-
而我-
And maybe one day Ill
而也許有一天我會
Say things that are better off this way
說些比較好的話
But not today
但今天不行
Not today, not today
但這次不行，這次不行

想遠離喧囂的生活
Taking time off of life
真的會是過錯嗎
Is that really a crime
我沒有那種意思
I dont mean to imply
也許我還是應該永遠地離開
That I'm gone for good
但我並不會離開
Im not gone for good
我的精力已耗盡
But my battery is drained
無法證明我的信仰
Need a bit to charge my faith
可能我還是害怕離開你
Cause after you Im still afraid
我走了，我走了
Im gone, Im gone
而也許有一天我會
And maybe one day Ill
說些更好的話
Say things that are better off this way
但今天不行
But not today
但這次不行，這次不行
Not today, not today
也許我依舊

尋找著更好的樂章
Maybe Im moving on
也許是時候說出我錯了
Finding a better song
這樣總是能有效
Maybe its time to say, I was wrong
試著結束痛苦
Cause it always worked
試著去假裝
To try the pain ends
我還深陷與愛
Trying to pretend
而也許有一天我會
I'm in underneathing love
說些更好的話
And maybe one day I'll
但今天不行
Say things that are better off this way
但這次不行，這次不行
But not today
Not today, not today