Dear Old Me

I have died
One thousand times
and seen myself lie on the floor
Dead to the world
but alive and free
indulging in whats unseen
I have lied to dear old Me
one hundred thousand
thousand times
tumultuous this little spree
all that darkness is just
dear old me
I never know where to go
theres nothing left
for you or me to know
Deadly dreams
Deadly screams down at
the bottom of my mind
I cant see
Oh please
let me be
ego must die!
Please dont take me away
I just wanna stay home
and play
So many thoughts
so many minds
I wish it was
so much kinder
I just
wish that my
ego would die