missing

It's been a minute since kicked it
I can't lie I think I miss it
We were close and now so distant
Bared your soul and I dismissed it
Fight or fly I bought my ticket hopped the plane
Threw you away like you never existed
But now you're in my brain
Almost everyday
You're a thought I cannot shake
I've never felt this way
Maybe it's the Rona ****ing up my zone
Posted up at home and I'm feeling all alone
I been thinking to message you
You changed your number no getting through
I asked myself am I being stupid?
I asked my friend cause I never do this
She told me I've got nothing to lose
Maybe it could spark a fuse
Worst comes to worst you'll give me the deuces
But we speak a language only we are fluent
Might hit you up and see what you're doing
I hope you ain't got a new chick