IT kills me

Oh yeah, I've got trouble with my friends
Trouble in my life
Problems when you don't come home at night
But when you do you always start a fight
But I can' t be alone, I need you to come on home
I know you're messing around
But who the hell else is, is gonna hold me down
I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me to know
How much I really love you
So much I wanna ooh , ooh, ooh
To you, ooh, ooh
Should I grab his cell, call this chick up
Start some shh then hang up
Or I should I be a lady
Ooh, maybe 'cause I wanna have his babies
Oh yeah, yeah, 'cause I don't wanna be alone
I don't need to be on my own
But I love this man
But some things I just can't stand
I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other half still believes
And it kills me to know
How much I really love you
So much I wanna ooh, ooh, ooh
To you, ooh, ooh
Should I pay you back
To see how you react
To see if you react to my love, my love
I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me to know
How much I really love you
So much I wanna ooh, ooh, ooh
To you, ooh, ooh
And it kills me to know
How much I really love you
So much I wanna ooh, ooh, ooh
To you, ooh, ooh