I knew this was coming (prod. killedmyself)

Driving to your job late at night
夜幕降臨驅車去往你的方向
I smell like cigarettes
心有不快
I'm not alright.
煙味縈繞在我周身不散
You never check on me
你再未關心過我
Is there another guy?
是否你的心已另有所屬
All these ******* questions
所有你難以啟齒的答案
You can't answer are we just a lie?
似乎都在問著我們是否只是麻木的活著

我從未如此絕望
Never have I ever felt so sad
不時想要結束生命
Sometimes I wanna die
卻又囿於親情之絆
And my parents feel bad
或許離家萬里才是最佳的歸宿
Away from home is where It's best to be
我拿起我的手機
So I check my ******* phone
不停地查看是否收到了你的消息
And I snap the rope and leave
你昨晚訊息的意義我仍不敢細想

什麼叫做你將離開
What did you mean by your text last night
一去不返
That you'll go away
算了
And won't come back
大概與時間無關
It's okay
早已知曉一切都走不到永遠
It was a matter of time
算了就這樣吧
I knew that this would never last
我將整夜佇立於此
It's fine thats alright
繼續我不再有你於身側的人生
I'll stay here for now
Live my life without you around.