給朱利安

作詞：艾怡良
作曲：艾怡良
編曲：陳建騏

我在髒衣服堆中找自己
我又在浪費與珍惜中尋找自已
我在與朋友的喧鬧中尋找自己
但是毫無頭緒

我在空白的畫布中找自己
我又在節食與狂飲中尋找自己
我在與樂手的即興中尋找自己
但是
我已經把我自己放在你那裡
一去不返
多麼微小的記憶都成一段雨
弄濕眼睛

而你保留我為數不多的叛逆
讓他陪伴著你

我希望在停止哭泣後獨立
我希望求得簽詩後能獲得指引
我希望過完冬天后真能忘了你
但是你已經住進我的每個溫度裡

自由來返多麼微小的呼吸都成了漣漪
擴散四季
而你保留我為數不多的笑意
讓他陪伴著你

你的名字如同你一樣善良清澈奇幻
我停留在你的天堂回不來
或許我一直沒回來

多麼微小的距離
都讓人迷了路
那麼年輕
我們放肆揮霍無知的勇氣
讓他走到這裡
請你好好保管
若你留著我的曾經

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給朱利安To Julian

我在髒衣服堆中找自己
I'm looking for myself in the dirty clothes
我又在浪費與珍惜中尋找自已
I'm also looking for myself when I wasted and treasured something
我在與朋友的喧鬧中尋找自己
I'm looking for myself when I in the uproar with friends
但是毫無頭緒
But I found nothing

我在空白的畫布中找自己
I'm looking for myself on the blank canvas
我又在節食與狂飲中尋找自己
I was also looking for myself when I was a dieter and heavy drinker
我在與樂手的即興中尋找自己
I'm looking for myself when I improvised with the musician
但是我已經把我自己放在你那裡
However, I've put myself into your place

一去不返
Never return
多麼微小的記憶都成一段雨
Even if the tiny memory can also become a shower
弄溼眼睛
And wets my eyes
而你保留我為數不多的叛逆
And you retained my few rebellions
讓他陪伴著你
Let them accompany you

我希望在停止哭泣後獨立
I hope I can be independent after I stop crying
我希望求得簽詩後能獲得指引
I hope I can be guided after I got the oracle
我希望過完冬天后真能忘了你
I hope I can truly forget you after this winter
但是你已經住進我的每個溫度裡
But you had already livedin every part of my body

自由來返
Come and go freely
多麼微小的呼吸都成了漣漪
Even if the tiny breath can also become a ripple
擴散四季
And it ripples to every single season
而你保留我為數不多的笑意
And you retained my few smiles
讓他陪伴著你
Let them accompany you

你的名字如同你一樣善良
Your name as kind as you
清澈奇幻
Limpid and Magical
我停留在你的天堂回不來
And I stayed in your paradise unable to come back
或許我一直沒回來
Perhaps I've never tried to come back

多麼微小的距離都讓人迷了路
Even if the shortest distance can also disorient people
那麼年輕
How young we are
我們放肆揮霍無知的勇氣
We squandered innocent courage immoderately
讓他走到這裡
Let it come to here
請你好好保管
And please take care of it carefully
若你留著我的曾經
if you still keep my past