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Whats The Secret? （秘密） - Brett Dennen
Written by ：Brett Dennen
Whenever I got nothing going on
I call my old friend jealousy up on the phone
Unpack my little blue bags oh
Throw them on the lawn
Wait for her to come strolling along
Here she comes
Shes getting high on the little white light
And you know me man I have never been one not to try
I lost my candle didnt mean to make anybody cry
Its too late to apologize
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Theres a point when casts a spell
I empty my pockets and wish him well
We afraid of mercury leave in the cold
Dont believe in ourselves
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whatever you will feel
Its real
Yeah
Its real
Nothing else is true
Noone else is you
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whats the secret
I dont know Im wasted
Whatever you will feel
Its real
Yeah
Its real
Nothing else is true
Noone else is you