Space

Thrown away
拋棄所有的快樂
Left to bleed
放任心讓其滴血
I don't know why you said you ever loved me
我始終不明白你說愛過我的真切意義
Needed space
你說你只是想要一些私人空間
You needed space
你想把自己封閉起來
You needed some space
你想拒絕所有的感情
Thrown away
你想拋棄過去
Left to bleed
你想隔絕自己
I don't know why you said you ever loved me
我始終不明白你說愛過我的真切意義
Needed space
你只是想要一些私人空間
You needed space
你拒絕了所有人
You needed some space
你拒絕了全世界
You said you needed space
你只想讓自己一個人靜一靜
You said you need a place
你不想擁有一份多餘的感情
For you to lay your head
你只是想要一個只有自己的容身之所
For you to take a break
一個在晚上還能讓你安然入睡的地方
I said I understand
我可能明白了你想要的一切
But that's a lie I can't
但很抱歉這只是謊言
Live without you, I'm terrified of the man I am
我還是怕過著沒有你的日子
Headed south by Los Angeles, wasn't what I planned
一路向南追尋著你但洛杉磯才不是我的最終目的地
Crash-landed in paradise right on Western Ave
匆忙趕到西城邊的天堂機場但你早已離去
I tried to break my fall, but I just broke my hands
我還想再擁抱你我弄傷雙手墜落在地（cøzy變成天使的幻想）
It went wrong, I'm sorry I couldn't get you back
一切似乎又搞砸了抱歉我還是沒能挽留下你
Communication was breaking and we could not relax
電話的另一頭還沒掛斷我知道我們之間還不能放棄
Then we relapse and I find you back in my bed at last
像是從舊夢中驚醒在我的身邊又多了一個你
So sweet, your kiss and touch I finally have
擁有你的吻你的擁抱那是多麼甜蜜
And then you pull back and leave me living in the past
突然你又離去留我沉浸在悲傷的過去
Now I'm a mess and the tears are all falling from your eyes
我知道我現在的生活過的一團糟不知道看見的你是否淚滴
Jumping off your cheeks like they committin' suicide
眼淚劃過你的臉頰它們都不復存在昨日悲痛也會消散而去
You could not decide
這一切都不是誰能決定得了的
And I jumped all in
我也濕潤了眼眶
Guess I'd rather drown
我才不是什麼軟弱的人
At least I got the chance to swim
就算過往把我淹沒那至少我還能游泳
Thrown away
拋棄所有的快樂
Left to bleed
放任心讓其滴血
I don't know why you said you ever loved me
我始終不明白你說愛過我的真切意義
Needed space
你不想再承擔任何磨難
You needed space
你拒絕了所有人
You needed some space
你拒絕了全世界
Now I'm waking up to a girl I'll never love
現在我在一個我永遠不會愛上的女孩面前醒來
I wish she loved me the way that you love
多希望她能變成代替你的存在
**** it, I'm breaking, this is not enough
我興許崩潰了這是多麼荒唐且難以滿足
My heart is vacant, without you I'm numb
我的心早已變得麻木空洞
Call it, I'm done, and I'm so afraid
想著要再打給你卻又在接通的那一刻害怕的掛斷電話
You were the one who made me feel safe
我所有的安全感全來自於你
Now I'm taking my thoughts
我一直在想
And I'm tryna erase all the places you took me so we could escape
抹去關於你所有的記憶好帶我脫離這痛苦的困境
Demons in my phone, memories they play
但又像著了魔一樣萬千思緒總是你
Back to me, and when I'm scrolling I can see
多想在未讀消息中看到你發給我的消息
Precious movie scenes on a silver screen
回憶中的那場電影讓我揮之不去
You kissed me first, and It Made me freeze
那是你第一次吻我的時候我還記得自己緊張到繃直了身體
Then you cut my heart and made me bleed
回憶總是帶有這麼多的甜蜜但是現實又是讓我悲傷不已
Said you needed space, but you lied to me
說你自己也能過得很好你的謊言還是這樣不堪一擊
I 'm just tryna find my peace at last
我只是想找到自己最終的平靜
I'm just tryna find some space to breathe
其實我自己一個人也能過得很安寧
Thrown away
我已經不復快樂了
Left to bleed
我已經麻木不堪了
I don't know why you said you ever loved me
我也不想再深究這所有的意義
Needed space
你只是想要自己獨處
You needed space
所以你還是孑然一身
You needed some space
走不出過往的你才不會知道孤獨和抑鬱是你最後的伙伴