did it mean anything (prod. ʎpoqou)

Yeah [x7]
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lil sedative
利爾鎮靜劑
yeah
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(nobody)
（沒有人）
Turn to the pills instead of picking up the phone
吞下藥丸拿起電話
Told her I got problems and I'll solve them on my own
告訴她我的問題會自行解決
All the time dissolving
世界正在溶解
Girl just be honest
她的話那麼誠懇
I don't see the logic
我已沒法理解
I probably haven't got it
也許是我還未領會
I'm tryna get my head up out this mess
我試圖整理思緒
But I end up just rollin' in again
卻再一次陷入困境
I really think your time could be better spent
我真的認為你沒必要再為我花費時間
And I already know that I'm irrelevant
我也知道自己是無關緊要的
And I don't really wanna fail
我並不想失敗
I'm just thinkin' where we went
我只想明白你我錯在了哪裡
I'm just thinkin' what it meant
我只想知道這意味著什麼
Did it mean ******' anything
它到底意味著什麼
And all the letters that we sent
我們曾互寫的信件
Every word that we said
那上面的每一個字
You said you want me tired
你說你只是想讓我精疲力竭
I know you left me with a sadness
你讓我傷心不已
Wish that you would hit me back up
希望你能回心轉意
And if you're talkin' **** then back up
如果你開口我就會退讓
Cause I don't wanna have to pull the Mac out
因為我不想再拿起麥克風
I'm about to spaz out where you at now?
我在你眼裡就是個怪物嗎？
You don't hear my phone no more what did I do?
我做錯了什麼讓你不再接我的電話？
Yeah, you said you love me but you don't but I love you
~你說你愛我但是你並不愛我可是我愛你
Call me on my phone
給我打通電話吧
You know that I'm home
你知道我就在家
I just wanna go
我只是想知道
Yeah just let me know why I can't see you
你為什麼一直迴避我
But I don't believe you
但我無法相信你了
My curtains drawn
我把窗簾拉下來
My blood so thin
血液一點點流出
My wrist so slit
我的手腕裂開了
My ***** so lit
點燃你這個**
My songs so nice
我的歌如此優美
My voice so ice
我的聲音如此冰冷
My wrist so pricey
我的傷口是無價的
Yo' *****, she likes me
~** 她喜歡我
And you dumb
愚蠢的你
**** you
***
'Cause you a hoe
你就是一把鋤頭
And I don't care about you
所以我根本不在乎你
I'll drop an album
我會刪除我的相冊
I'll see you in Malibu
我會在馬里布見你
But you ain't in Malibu
但是你不在那裡
You ain't got no money fool
你是個貧窮的傻瓜
Girl I got that bright dough
女孩我會有很多錢
Yo' ***** stay givin' head though
~**頭不要動
Yo' ***** stay givin' head though
~**頭不要動
Yeah
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Punk
朋克