Sherbet Sunset

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La la la la la (that little GREY Area)
啦啦啦啦啦(灰色地帶專輯名)
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要聊那些我並不相信的東西是件很難的事情
Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don't believe in
“愛”，你能告訴我我一直以來夢想著的到底有什麼意義
L.o.v.e can you tell me whats the meaning I've been dreaming
你到底是怎麼能做到這麼虛偽的？我嘆為觀止
How the **** was you that deceitful I didn't see it
我很難跟你們描述這個人，你們得親眼見見他
Hard for me to paint the picture you 'll just have to meet him
我把我的一切都給了你
Gave my all to you
還想給你更多
Wanted to give more to you
你當初應該對自己更誠實一點，又沒有人逼你
Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you
Chuck，我甚至不生你的氣，我只是在怪我自己
I ain't even mad at you Chuck I'm just mad at me
我應該好好學習我媽媽教我的技巧
Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy
現在我仍然感到心痛
Still it burns
我猜這是一種眷顧也是一種詛咒
Guess it s a blessing and a curse
生活繼續，這只是我受到的又一個教訓
Life goes on its another lesson learned
大腦已經清醒，你能夠聽到它正常的旋律
Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right
但是你並不會知道它實際上有多麼痛苦
But you will never know how much it really hurts
總是在想像著那些事情如此清晰又生動
Image it so vivid so clear
啊我的愛
Oh my dear
你根本不知道我眼中的你
You have no idea who I know here
我毫不猶豫地會想要跟你一起快活
Think fast be on your A game
我竟然傻到會認為我們已經達成了什麼共識
Silly for me to think we was on the same page
你完全沒有了解現在的人們是什麼樣的
You really don't know anybody these days
現在會有這麼個女人，她為他而停留，這可真是個美麗的故事
She stays for he's sake a sweet phase
困惑
Mind spinning
時間流逝
The clock ticking
我的靈魂出走
My soul missing
讓我確信你就是那個特別的人
Did well to convince me that you're so different
你給別人一英尺時，他們會想要得到一英里
Give someone an inch and they will take a mile
可能會需要點時間，
It might take a while
但現在我仍然認清了你就是那樣做的，用那種最虛偽的方式
Now I see you've approached this in the fakest style
這一定是個大災難，我覺得世界都到了末日
This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending
我是誰。我整個都一團糟，更加罪惡更加毫無保留
Who am I I'm a mess more sinning more spending
消沉的一天又一天，想要熬過安息日
More down days tryna make it through the seventh
不敢相信我幾乎放棄了我的獨立
Can't believe I almost got rid of my independence
這種爛人會讓你再好好審視自己，重新決定
Type of ****** will have you look at yourself and start second guessing
雖然現在的我很糟糕，如果你來檢驗我的話
Now I'm on crud like **** will get messy if you ever get to testing
但是我知道我有著敏感的內心，我必須要強調這一點
But really I'm a sensitive soul and I'll stress it
如果有人利用了我這一點會怎麼樣呢
What happens when someone takes advantage of that?
我丟失了我的一部分，再也找回不來了
Lost part of myself and I can't get em back
啊我的愛

我一直在等你回來
Oh my love
啊我的愛
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
我一直都在關注著你是不是已經離開找到新的愛人
Oh my love
你為什麼會為這樣的人沉迷啊Simz，你沒那麼笨的
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
但問題是當你身處其中時，你就看不到真相

我不能冷靜，我心跳加速，
How the **** you get twanged Simz you 're smarter than that
當我聽到那消息的時候，我不想面對它
But you don't see it when you're in it thats the hardest of facts
如果我們會再次談起它的話，那就是在Last Name Basis上吧（英國節目）
I can't relax my heart racing
我知道該如何面對你
Member when I heard the news I just couldn 't face it
我只是想要理解，我並不想恨你
If we ever talk again its on a last name basis
我猜你有自己必須要做的事
I know where to place you
但是你要知道沒人會責怪你
Im just tryna understand it I don't wanna hate you
為什麼我說的所有這些，關鍵詞都只是你
Guess you had to do what you had to do
我現在想知道我為我自己做了些什麼
But just know nobody rates you
我甚至都沒有考慮我自己
Key word in all of this, is you
我的感情都浪費了啊
I wonder what I did for me
我的能量，我的感同身受。
I hardly remember me
我想知道你打算什麼時候告訴我她懷孕的事
What a waste of chemistry
你對我完全沒有任何的..
Energy and empathy
誠實、感情和尊重
Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy
很明顯我們並不是什麼命中註定
You have no integrity
就只是暫時的。
Emotion or respect for me
我從沒看得如此清楚，它必定要走到盡頭
Clearly wasn't meant to be
但是它仍然難以想像地痛
This was temporary
痛到承受不了
This the clearest i've seen it was bound to end eventually
啊我的愛啊
Still it hurt tremendously
我一直都在等著你回家
Cant bare the intensity
啊我的愛啊

我一直都在關注著你是否已經離開找到你新的愛
Oh my love
我之前一直沒有談論過這個處境，但是現在我要說出來
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
沒什麼能夠持續到永遠，我只是假裝著我不知道這個事實
Oh my love
我不會為了po照片而跟誰在一起，
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
在Instagram上偽裝出完美的生活，真實的卻相反

最近我很消沉
I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though
我不跟任何人聊起這些
Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn't know
甚至都不能不寫下這些
I can't do relationships for instagram
它完全阻塞了我的創作
Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite
讓我遭受到無前的打擊
Lately I've been down a lot
但我仍然在錄歌
I talk to no one about it
也沒有違法
Can't eve write about it
抽煙也只是為了放空自己
Damn thats writersblock
不去想那些我該留心的事情
Hitting me like never before
不去想那些我一直忍受的又最終成功撐過去的事情
Still I recall
在我簽下之前，確信自己弄懂了那張紙上的東西
Billin in raws
你注定要在我的格萊美演講中出現
Smoking just to take my mind all off
這完全是你的巨大損失
Everything that I should've been mindful of
我會按照事實來講
Everything that I've endured in life I'm a survivor of
真相會被解開
Making sure to understand the small print for' I sign it off
請不要聽了這首歌后還問我我是不是仍在難過,
You was meant to be in my grammy speech
也別問我我還好嗎。就把我當做一個人類，讓我在自己的感受中吧。
Your entire loss
放輕鬆
I'll just keep it real
我很好我解決它了
Truth won't be concealed
我不會失敗
Please don't listen to this and ask me if i'm hurting
或者這只是我告訴自己的謊言，好逃過這個話題
Or if I'm ok allow me to be human and be in my feels
啊我的愛啊
Chill
我一直都在等你跑著回來
Im good I got it
啊我的愛啊
I never lost it
我一直都在調查著，你是不是已經離開找到了新的愛
Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic
啊我的愛啊

我一直都在等你跑著回家
Oh my love
啊我的愛啊
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
我一直都在密切關注著你是不是離開找到了新的愛
Oh my love
你的心，痛哭
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
在夜晚，四下無人
Oh my love
你的心，在夜晚
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
獨自，痛哭
Oh my love
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh

Your heart, cries
At night, alone
Your heart, cries
At night, alone