Beautiful Pain (Losin My Mind)

[Intro]
Murda Beatz製作
(This beat from Murda)
女孩你讓我失去了理智
[Chorus]
我想讓你看到我在努力
Girl , you got me losin my mind
自從你離開我的身旁太陽不再照樣升起
I just want you to see that Im trying
不想輸掉與時間賽跑的比賽
Ever since you left, the sun dont shine
被你的愛催眠我看不見前方的道路
Dont want to lose you in this race against time
已經近似不能看到別人對我的提醒
Hypnotized by your love, Im blind
沒有你我度日如年生不如死
Its so hard to pay attention to the signs
破碎的心讓一成年人痛哭流涕淚流成河
Without you , feel like slowly, Im dying
就乾坐在這兒回憶過去現實狠狠的將我擊傷
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry
希望我也能感受到你的痛苦當那些抓馬找上我時
[Verse 1]
感覺我再也配不上你但我還是想讓你與我一起前行
I was sittin there just thinkin, then reality, it hit me
我們之間的紐帶沒人可以破壞回憶我們曾經的愛意我知道你想我了
Hope I feel your same pain when that bitch Karma come and me
讓破碎的靈魂連接在一起擁抱親吻我感同身受
Feel like I dont deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me
現在你的肩膀如此冰冷我的內心也空虛了起來
We done built a bond so strong, and from that love, I know you miss me
我被名利和女人所迷惑他們讓我忘記了我的初衷
Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me
獨自一人在酒店賓館裡想到我曾經與你是怎麼歡愉的
Now your shoulder is so cold and lately, I been feelin empty
大限快要到了看著我們合影的照片凡事都是這樣
I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me
我被慾望所操控不想與別人談情說愛
In that hotel room alone, remember I would hold you gently
我實話實說我們之間可以嘗試一下即使這有風險
Went on dates, we took some pictures, everything was movin quickly
帶著小情緒玩心理遊戲發我誓這段感情有點棘手
Manipulated, I aint think a new relationshipwould fit me
女孩你讓我失去了理智
But I told you we can try it, even though I know its risky
我想讓你看到我在努力
Mind games with our emotions, swear this shit get kinda tricky
自從你離開我的身旁太陽不再照樣升起
[Chorus]
不想輸掉與時間賽跑的比賽
Girl, you got me losin my mind
被你的愛催眠我看不見前方的道路
I just want you to see that Im trying
已經近似不能看到別人對我的提醒
Ever since you left, the sun dont shine
沒有你我度日如年生不如死
Dont want to lose you in this race against time
破碎的心讓一成年人痛哭流涕淚流成河
Hypnotized by your love, Im blind
讓她待在家裡因為我不希望她被別人所傷害
Its so hard to pay attention to the signs
想想我當時是如何做到的令人耐人尋味
Without you , feel like slowly, Im dying
如此美麗當我讚美她時她的笑容簡直美炸了
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry
如果美也是一種罪那我希望上帝能夠寬恕她
[Verse 2]
生了一兒子我希望他能繼承我的偉業
Keep her in cause I like how them joggers fit her
但我讓你失望了在街區上過著日夜顛倒的生活總有人想要找事
Wonderin how Ima play it, it was hard to get her
試圖逃避問題但這又使我們的問題更大
So beautiful, I keep her smilin when I compliment her
已經很難再愛上一個人了願我的情傷沒有刻的如此之深
If bein this bad is a sin, I hope that God forgive her
我希望你能原諒我我希望你還記得曾經的一切
Just had a son, Im tryna be the perfect father figure
當我看到你身邊圍繞著其他的男的我心如刀割
I kept you worried, in them trenches tryna dodge the killers
沒法再直視你的眼睛因為罪惡佔領了我的理智
Tryna escape from this commitment made our problems bigger
從那一刻到現在我們之間的信任徹底崩塌
Its hard to love with dysfunction, wish my scars was thinner
女孩你讓我失去了理智
Tryna forgive me in your thoughts, I hope your heart remember
我想讓你看到我在努力
Know its gon hurt to see another nigga bondin with her
自從你離開我的身旁太陽不再照樣升起
Cant even look you in your eyes cause Im burnin up with guilt
不想輸掉與時間賽跑的比賽
For that one moment, went to far, and now I ****ed up what we built
被你的愛催眠我看不見前方的道路
[Chorus]
已經近似不能看到別人對我的提醒
Girl, you got me losin my mind
沒有你我度日如年生不如死
I just want you to see that Im trying
破碎的心讓一成年人痛哭流涕淚流成河（我也想你了）
Ever since you left, the sun dont shine
Dont want to lose you in this race against time
Hypnotized by your love, Im blind
Its so hard to pay attention to the signs
Without you, feel like slowly, Im dying
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry