skully

Waking up at the crack of noon
正午的陽光叫醒了我
Reminiscing of the times Im waking up with you
還是不習慣身旁已沒了你
I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves
逼迫自己要向前走
Im lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room
卻還是騙自己，桎梏在原地
I gotta pile of **** I havent addressed, head is a mess
生活將我凌遲，腦袋一片混亂
Check the scrip bottles, see if any are left
借酒澆愁
Theres nothing,nowhere. but lets not even go there
我們哪裡都不要去，像從前一樣
Im lucky if I wake up, let alone care
我很慶幸至少還有孤獨陪伴著我
Cause theres a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be
思考我是誰和我想要成為誰
Im amazed at what I find when I look within honestly
用心審視自己，我很震驚
Honestly, it feels like Im waiting to die
我早已厭倦這塵世
Watch the days pass by, whats it mean to be alive?
不明白活著的意義
And Ive been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise
就讓時間停滯，我只想伴著日出入睡
I got this feeling I wont make it to twenty-five
25歲是我的終點嗎
Its a far cry, know we all got hard times
我們都被生活折磨的遍體鱗傷
But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die
覺得了無生趣
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痺自己逃避著現實
Im an asshole, let me die slow
讓我一個人慢慢腐蝕吧
Its too late for me , cant you ******* see
病入膏肓已無解藥
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已準備好了墳墓
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痺自己逃避現實
Im an asshole, let me die slow
讓我一個人慢慢腐蝕吧
Its too late for me, cant you ** ***** see
病入膏肓已無解藥
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已準備好了墳墓
Dont even try to feed me all that 'life is what you make it'
不要強行給我灌輸生命由我主宰
Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it
朝九晚五，臉上掛著虛偽的笑容
But when youre in your bed alone I know you ******* face it
但是夜晚來臨，孤獨也在侵襲著你
One day youll meet your maker and youll see your life was wasted
有天你會看見你讓你覺得一直在虛度光陰的人
The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming
死神悄悄進入你的夢中
You posted at a party but hes in the dark scheming
在你身處熱鬧的舞池中
And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning
你卻不停的告訴我，好好生活吧
So sorry if Im pessimistic but I dont believe it
即使我很悲觀，也不相信這些
Im a **** up , ************
我早已自暴自棄
Im sick of tryna find myself in others
厭倦自我
Im sick of seeking love, Id rather suffer
厭倦愛情，我更願意孤獨死去
Im sick of life, I put that on my mother
厭倦生命，我更願意媽媽百歲
Yeah Im a **** up, **** ********
我早已自暴自棄
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你，你卻早已離我而去
The saddest part is that I really loved her
我真的很愛你
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
我用力揮舞著手臂，你卻任我往下沉溺
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痺自己逃避著現實
Im an asshole, let me die slow
讓我一個人慢慢腐蝕吧
Its too late for me, cant you ****** * see
病入膏肓已無解藥
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已準備好了墳墓
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痺自己逃避著現實
Im an asshole, let me die slow
讓我一個人慢慢腐蝕吧
Its too late for me, cant you ******* see
病入膏肓已無解藥
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已準備好了墳墓
Im a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自棄
Im sick of tryna find myself in others
厭倦自我
Im sick of seeking love, Id rather suffer
厭倦愛情，我更願意孤獨死去
Im sick of life, I put that on my mother
厭倦生命，我更願意媽媽百歲
Yeah Im a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自棄
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你，你卻早已離我而去
The saddest part is that I really loved her
我真的很愛你
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
我用力揮舞著手臂，你卻任我往下沉溺