Forever Falling (feat. Haydon)

Never needed a hand up, I did it all alone
With no dad to make a man of me, I did it on my own
A victim, a condition now I'm conditioned for the cold
Even though I know what's missing there's no feeling in this home
Escaped it, a whole leap of problems, isolating instead of facing
I always attract the women who think that I need saving
Even though I'm the only person I can put any faith in
Face it, I'm jaded and happily so,
What would I have to hold it if I let all the anarchy go?
Can't take the praise, I just clam up and choke,
Just know I better deal with hatred and handle it so
My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go
And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
See what I got in this world?
That's how come I can't sleep without poppin a pill now
Fell and got back up but I'm still down,
Just back to convincing myself that I'm ill now
See with me the stress manifest isn't it,
still in me is this ray of happiness and it's killing me
I can't control it yet I worry about things that are out of my control
and I'm folded I aint never letting this introvert out,
in a lonely home that could have been but isn't our house
But I aint in the mood to have any visitors round
So I hide away, my curtains have been drawn so long
I couldn't tell you if it's night or day
So how I feel is the only way that I can hide the pain
People try and help me but I shy away
A problem shared is a problem halved
But I care for you too much to make this problem ours
Who knows where this problem starts
Come on Steve and get to manning up, you're not scared it's something
I'm man enough to be
Or even you get be, how am I meant to handle what I see
When they just found my daddy hanging from a tree
My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go
And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Trying to find myself
I don't know where to go from here
Losing my strength
So save me again
My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go
And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Depression is a downward spiral
Trying to find my way back up
So save me again
My back's against the wall (my back's against the wall)
There's nowhere else to go (there's nowhere else to go)
And I can't hear you calling (and I can't hear you calling)
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Catch me when I fall? (Catch me when I fall)
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?