Freaking Out

Lately, right now it feels all over
在那之後感覺所有的事都已經歸於沉寂
I've been trapped inside my head for so long
我的思想已經被禁錮了許久
I'm sorry, I sould've called when I was sober
真的很抱歉我應該在不那麼混蛋的時候打給你的
Some days I get scared to be alone
也就是那些我害怕獨自一人的那些日子

我要暈過去了
I, I'm blacking out
我無可救藥
And I can't help it out
大聲喊叫
I scream and shout
自己也無法控制
And I can't help but
每天睡覺時都要開著燈
Sleeping with the light on everynight
我甚至無法忍受放在沙發上的毯子
I can't stand my bedroom up with blankets on the couch
唉這就是在折磨我啊
Woah, if you been burnin' up inside
我現在一團糟因為我害怕的要死
Woah, I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out
恐懼使我發出的聲音大到我都能看見
I'm seeing sound , I'm freaking out
真的要瘋了

已經被恐懼支配了
Oh, I'm freaking out
我知道這很荒唐但我好些了
Oh, I'm freaking out
我會保持沉默

因為我已經在不知不覺中把愛我的人都拋棄了
It's stupid, but I'm better off
我雖然神誌不清但你也不能就這麼無情的佔有它
I'll stay quiet
我蜷縮在牆角同時也在馬路上血流不止
Cause I pushed away all the ones that held me close
我要休克了
I'm losin my mind on yeah just can't take it
其實我也不想
I'm in the corner, yeah, I'm bleeding down the road
但我盡力吼了出來

雖然沒多大用
I, I'm blacking out
但我還是不敢關上燈睡覺
And I can' t help it out
也依舊不能容忍沙發上放著用過的毯子
I scream and shout
瑣碎的事是想慢慢地折磨死我嗎
And I can't help but
我現在狀態極差而且嚇破了膽
Sleeping with the light on everynight
甚至能看見恐懼的音符
I can't stand my bedroom up with blankets on the couch
我好怕
Woah, iit's killing me I'm burnin' up inside
真的很怕
Woah, I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out
你能來陪我嗎
I'm seeing sound, I'm freaking out
我需要你

你知道的啊
Oh, I'm freaking out
雖然我一團糟
Oh, I'm freaking out
但害怕也阻止不了我想見你的衝動啊
I'm freakin' out, I'm freakin' out

I'm freaking out
You know, woah
I'm a mess, you know, oh
I 'm freaking out