New Disease

Now I can take this everything I know
Realize that Im nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything Ive done
Because its the only thing I have left
Blame myself again for what I didnt do
Never really knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone to far now
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me?
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
**** morality and everything I know
If I didnt hate this then I couldnt go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all thats left now
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
Im suffering instead
I cant remember why this meant so much to me
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It all could have been, it all would have been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It all could have been, its all Ill ever be
Seething in my head
Im suffering instead
I cant remember why this meant so much to me
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease