i hate u i love u

Feeling used
所有的感情已成為過往
but I'm
但我
still missing you
仍對你念念不忘
and I can't
我無法
see the end of this
接受這樣的結局
just wanna feel your kiss
只想再次感受你令人悸動的吻
against my lips
纏綿在我的雙唇
and now all this time
如今一切美好時光
is passing by
都不復存在
but I still can't seem to tell you why
但我仍不能向你說明為何
it hurts me every time I see you
每次見你都讓我心痛如斯
realize how much I need you
意識到我念你至此
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i love you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
don't want to, but i can't put
不想這樣但我又無法
nobody else above you
把對你的愛轉移到他人身上
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i want you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
you want her, you need her
你想要她你渴望她
and I'll never be her
但我不可能是她
i miss you when i can't sleep
想你在每一個難眠的夜
or right after coffee
在喝下每一口苦澀的咖啡
or right when i can't eat
在每一次的食不下嚥
i miss you in my front seat
我想念坐在我前面的你
still got sand in my sweaters
毛衣裡還殘留著砂礫
from nights we don't remember
不記得是我們哪一夜的痕跡
do you miss me like i miss you?
你會像我想念你一樣想念著我嗎
****** around and got attached to you
去TMD整天圍著你轉
friends can break your heart too, and
你的朋友們也會讓你傷心難過
i'm always tired but never of you
我很累但從沒對你感到厭倦
if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ****
如果我像你對我那樣對你你也絕不會樂意
i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that ****
我說了自己的真實感受但你也絕不會放在心上
i type a text but then i never mind that ****
我原本寫好了短信但我想我已經不在乎了
i got these feelings but you never mind that * ***
我的這些感受你也從來沒在意過
oh oh, keep it on the low
就這樣置之不理吧
you're still in love with me but your friends don't know
你仍愛著我但你的朋友們從來不知道
if you wanted me you would just say so
如果你想要我你為什麼不直接說
and if i were you, i would never let me go
如果我是你我絕不會就這樣放我走
i don't mean no harm
我也會痛苦失落
i just miss you on my arm
我如此懷念擁你入懷的感覺
wedding bells were just alarms
新婚剛過
caution tape around my heart
我卻要對你保持距離
you ever wonder what we coulda been?
你曾想過我們會變成什麼樣子嗎
you said you wouldn't and you ******* did
你說過你不會但你TMD做了
lie to me, lie with me, get your ******* fix
一次次的欺騙我從沒做出改變
now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
現在的我喝的爛醉各種情緒都混在一起
always missing people that i shouldn't be missing
總是在想著我不該想的人
sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有時你切斷我們之間的聯繫就是為了保持一定的距離
i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing
我知道我應該控制住自己的想法停止去回憶
but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
但我爸爸告訴我要學會用心去感受
when love and trust are gone
當愛和信任消失的時候
i guess this is moving on
我猜這還將繼續
everyone i do right does me wrong
每一個我認真對待的人都要辜負我
so every lonely night, i sing this song
所以每一個孤獨的夜我都會唱起這首歌
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i love you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
don't want to, but i can't put
不想這樣但我又無法
nobody else above you
把對你的愛轉移到他人身上
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i want you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
you want her, you need her
你想要她你渴望她
and i'll never be her
但我不可能是她
all alone i watch you watch her
我獨自望著你你獨自看著她
like she's the only girl you've ever seen
就像她是你唯一見過的女孩
you don't care u never did
你從不會
you don't give a damn about me
對我有一點點的在意
yeah all alone i watch you watch her
我獨自望著你你獨自看著她
she's the only thing you've ever seen
她是你眼中的唯一
how is it you never notice
你從沒注意到
that you are slowly killing me
你在怎樣慢慢地殺死我
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i love you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
don't want to, but i can't put
不想這樣但我又無法
nobody else above you
把對你的愛轉移到他人身上
i hate you i love you
愛之深恨之切
i hate that i want you
我痛恨自己如此的迷戀你
you want her, you need her
你想要她你渴望她
and i'll never be her
但我不可能是她